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I haven't heard from my ex since Sunday. It drives me crazy when I don't hear from him. He did text me 2 days ago after I texted him but he texted just the one time. I miss him so much. It hurts to think about just him. I had to cancel my therapist appointment because my friend went to the ER and I wanted to be there for him as a friend. He is feeling better. I just wish sometimes that I knew Gods plan for me. Why couldn't I see that my ex was so unhappy? I sometimes wish that I would have gotten help faster maybe we wouldn't be divorced. He isn't the only one to blame. It takes 2 to make a marriage. I had been depressed for years and wouldn't get help because I thought that was normal. We fought a lot but that is the environment I grew up in. I thought that fighting was normal. You know that old phrase"I wish I knew then what I know now."that is how I feel. I wouldn't trade my kids for the world but I would have worked harder on my marriage.
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Posted by prettywoman on 2008-06-06 17:52:05 | Rating: | Views: 26
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