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divorce
I know it has been a while since I posted anything but we had company over the weekend. I am officially divorced but I don't feel any different. I still love my husband and want to be with him. I guess love really is blind. He told me that he doesn't love me and he does not want to come back. I......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-03 11:38:00 | Rating:

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ex
I haven't heard from my ex since Sunday. It drives me crazy when I don't hear from him. He did text me 2 days ago after I texted him but he texted just the one time. I miss him so much. It hurts to think about just him. I had to cancel my therapist appointment because my friend went to the ER and......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-06 17:52:05 | Rating:

| Views: 32 | Comments: 0 | Tags: being divorced

reunion
I went to my 15 year class reunion. It was okay. There weren't as many people there as I thought there would be. I still miss my ex and I wish I knew how I could get him to come back home. It seems like the ones at the reunion were more from the in crowd in high school. Don't get me wrong it was......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-10 10:58:43 | Rating:

| Views: 34 | Comments: 0 | Tags: revelation

Missing him
I miss him more and more every day. I wish I could get over him so I could move on. I wish he were still here. The only thing I know is that I want him back because I love him no matter what has happened. He is the one that I love. That is why I married him. I wish I could figure him out. I don't......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-11 15:01:20 | Rating:

| Views: 7 | Comments: 1 | Tags: my feelings

upset
I called a lawyer today to find out about my exs and my joint billls. For the most part he can file bankruptcy and leave me with all the bills including the money we owe on the house. I am so mad at him right now I am spitting fire. I am so mad because he is the one that wanted the divorce and I......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-12 17:47:09 | Rating:

| Views: 40 | Comments: 1 | Tags: bills

june 14,2008
I wish I could say I feel better but I don't. I know I am going to cry myself to sleep tonight. My ex said that his blazer is probably going to be totaled. He says that the sway bar and something else went while he was driving it. He is waiting for the insurance adjuster to look at it. He was......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-15 23:31:00 | Rating:

| Views: 3 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Matt and how I feel

miracles
I am sorry it has been a while since I have posted. I am doing okay other then I love my ex and still want him back. I was always raised to follow my heart and that is what I am going to do even if it makes me look like an idiot. I love him. That is why I married him. I also believe in miracles......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-17 14:31:56 | Rating:

| Views: 23 | Comments: 1 | Tags: believing

today
I am just taking one day at a time. It is hard to live for more then one day because I never no what mood I am going to be in. Tell me something would you tell this girl how you felt if you could. She has her profile on classmates.com. I was almost willing to tell her off but I decided I am......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-18 11:13:36 | Rating:

| Views: 23 | Comments: 0 | Tags: one day at a time

lazy
I don't feel like doing anything today. I just want to sit and sleep. I just wish I could get motivated to do something. I hate days like this. I just wish I could have my family back together and I know that will never happen. I am trying to think of something to get motivated to do something. I......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-19 10:12:55 | Rating:

| Views: 32 | Comments: 0 | Tags: motivation

feelings
I looked at an apartment for me and the kids to move to. It is in my hometown. Maybe if I move torward my family I can get over all these emotions easier. It is so hard living with my brother-in-law because he is his brothers twin. It is almost like looking at my ex every day even though I know......Read More