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life is beautiful i believe. it came from God who created everything. but when you are living in a modern, hi-tech society, life became complicated. it has ups and downs. some people are cruel, they tend to ruin your life.how I wish, my life was just the way as before, simple, clean, happy, childlike faith. but when I married the first man in my life, i thank God for giving him to me into my life. i love him so dearly, he was a born again christian, clean living, faithfull, A man of God, and love me dearly too, I believe so. we were blessed with two beautiful children. but as we grow older, things changed. that I never thought. He was eaten by corporate way of living, night outs,drinking, partying, having a bad influence group of people he thought his real friends. slowly I witnessed a man of God pulling down by this merciless people. he became weak to the temptation, he is now comfortable in cheating, made up stories, lies, lies, lies. women, women, women. . . . who is out there to break a once happy family. he said, I am an old, sickly, fat lady with bad attitude. a usual defense of a husband who cheats. my life was in turmoil right now. but you know, I still hold on to my faith. I believe in God who sees all our doings including our sufferrings, just as he did, when he died on the cross. I still believe that something good is going to happen into my life and my children, with or without my husband. I believe that he will deal with my husband in his perfect time, and I will be vindicated. So to those who is also in my place right now, dont loose hope. your faith will see you thru. God loves us! |
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Posted by prettybabe on 2008-03-05 06:50:28 | Rating: | Views: 93
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for someone who was a born again christian he god didn't seem to have his back very much or was this a test on which he failed?
i do not consider myself a christian, i try and live by a code of my own.
i do wish you well in and your family well for the future
mots
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Posted by mots
on 2008-03-05 07:31:46
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tnx mots for the touching comments, woever u are. being a born again christian is not a guaranty of salvation, not to all. its really your faith watever religion, that will make you a better human being acceptable to God
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Posted by prettybabe
on 2008-03-05 09:35:45
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am too is problematic (refer 2 my blog) but we have diffrnt situation.in as much as i want to leave my hsband, i cant help but stay bcoz wat will hapen 2 my house?my children, my father? yes, im d only one hu build our house. he didnt spend a single cent. den y should i leave it? its my house and i build it 4 my children.he's very iresponsbile although might also consider his sickness. but even if he is not manic dpress, he is still iresponsible. dont know wat to do. urs is diffrnt. u cant leave bcoz u dont hav d means. i admire ur strength. living in one roof and yet acepting d fact dat ur husband is seeing another woman.ur very strong. God is my only hope. although im not dat religious, i seldom go 2 church, but i strongly believe in God.He helped me all d way in spite of my being a sinner.
GodBless.
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Posted by jeulyanna
on 2008-03-06 00:28:56
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