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Time i wrote another entry

Havent written an entry for quite a while, and to be honest, im not sure why!

Its not like i have been doing anything much.

Its all work and sitting around these days, starting to get me down a little to be honest. I mean what is life about?Cos im finding it all a bore lately to be honest. Get up go to work, come home tired, do the chores, watch TV, go to bed, then do it all again! Surely there is more to it than that?

I think my biggest problem is that a year ago i had just returned from 8 months travelling the Americas, and it was the most amazing experience ever, and i guess ordinary life is just insignificant after that. But i wouldnt want to not have done it, no way.

So how can i make my life more interesting? I dont really like my job. its ok, but doesnt excite me, and at home im not doing anything! Mainly because we cant afford to. We are saving for our wedding in October, which i suppose should be the thing i get excited about, but to be honest its like 8 months away and just stress at the moment.

So come one anyone who has any ideas please let me know how i can make my life more exciting again. Cause its starting to really get me down. Woke this morning in a terrible mood, on the verge of tears. Feel a little better now, but still so tired and low.

I feel myself just wanting to escape from life, do anything other than face up to stuff. I am depressed, is there something wrong with me, or do i just need to sort myself out and get on with it?

I wish i knew, cos life is passing me by, and i want to enjoy it, before its too late.