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I will start with the funny part of this.  So I decided to give the eery noise maker to a friend.  Her husband is a big prankster and has played many pranks on others in our group of friends so it was about time we got him.  If you have no idea what I am talking about then click here to read about my previous prank.

So I explained how it worked to my friend and she sent me this email today:

"...In any case, we tricked S Sunday night and it worked. Kel and I were watching TV in her room, so I knew S would watch TV in our room at about 10 p.m.. We set the thing for random sounds and placed it on my side of the bed in the lamp. Just below the lamp is my iHome radio.

At 10:30, I went to the laundry room off our kitchen and S called out to me with a very weird voice. It’s his I’m not sure what’s going on/trepidation voice. When I went in the bedroom, he told me my iHome was going nuts and broke, so he had to unplug it. He not only unplugged it, but he then moved it to the garage. I guess he thought it made noise after it was unplugged. (What appliance does that?) I eventually let him off the hook. He said it was war, but so far it’s been pretty tame! It was a good joke."

I read that in a meeting at work and actually giggled. 

So now for the sad part, I am not happy at work.  After a long day, I drove home in tears.  At one point after a lovely conversation with my manager, I went to the bathroom and cried.  I just don't know that this is the right environment or position for me but I have no choice but to push forward especially with Em on the way.  I just don't fit into the company, they have all known each other for a long time and I feel like the odd person out and in a group of 20 people, it's really hard.  If work were great than maybe living alone would not be as bad right now but all I can think of is I want to go back to where I was, I want my old job and my house in Tampa.  I keep praying the situation will change . . .

    Posted by prelude2it on 2009-11-03 20:38:14 | Rating: | Views: 54
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only u can make ur life different u make the changes as for jobs its a hard economy ive applied too 70 diffrerent jobs nothing back so its best too keep what u got . ur a wonderful girl . life has its hard times and will always kick u in the ass . not alot of people like work . it doesint hurt to look for a better job while ug ot this one tho . stay stronge and reach for the stars life isnt a fairy tail
Posted by  bossman12334  on 2009-11-03 20:50:17 
  
Hang in there, prelude. It might not be the job so much as the hormonal fluctuations in pregnancy? I had mood swings and crying jags early on, the crying at the smallest thing on TV continued, though! I'm not trying to make light of your situation, believe me. Just remembering what it was like being pregnant and more emotional than usual at that time. Hope things improve at work and you're not feeling so lonely in your new area. That's the part that breaks my heart and I send you a huge HUG. Hug Em for me, too :) XX
Posted by  Ellie2008  on 2009-11-04 10:28:28 
  
Let things sit for a little while N until you are closer to your time and when you can think more logically. Your hormones are all over the place and you will feel differently after the baby is born. Tina was really strange all through her pregnancy and now, with such a beautiful and contented baby, she is back to her old self only better. Your future seems so uncertain right now and being a single mother is never easy, but you will get there, of that I have no doubt. Lean on your friends and things will work out in time. God bless, E x
Posted by  overthehillandfar...  on 2009-11-04 12:36:43 
  
I don't have any words of advice unfortunately, but I did want you to know I was here and I love ya!
Posted by  TheAlreadyJaded  on 2009-11-04 21:44:19 
  
N, I have to echo what Elaine said. You really would do well, I think, to let things ride here until you deliver. The last trimester of a pregnancy is never a good time to make life-changing decisions.

Also, jobs are hard to come by out there right now.

Try to be as positive as you can mentally and focus on the good parts of your life. You have a great life, N, and I am sure you don't need me to tell you that. You have a healthy little girl on her way to love you, and you have a strong support system of friends who love and adore you. You are rich in the things that matter and are to be envied.

Hang in there, girl. It's going to be ok. I promise.
Posted by  Carriethelight  on 2009-11-08 16:20:24 
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