So last night was pretty uneventful.  Thank God!  I got off of work early because he asked me to go with him to take his cat to the vet.  For his birthday a few weeks ago, that's... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-01 18:37:19
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So since Saturday I have been thinking about what love is and what it means to me.  The counselor put it in my head and I realize there are a lot of parts to it and I don't fully know that I... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-04 09:35:56
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Last night I met one of my closest friends for dinner and we talked a lot.  She is going to a counselor who I think has been awesome for her!  She lives an hour away from me so we met... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-06 11:19:30
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I hope everyone is as excited as I am that today is the last day of the work week.  It's been a long week for me, I've had some lovely 8 hour meetings where I've had to not ony comment but do... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-07 08:57:06
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Friday night we went to a restaurant that I had a gift certificate for and it was yummy!  We even shared a dessert.  Then we went to Home Depot for something he needed and rented a few... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-09 19:48:25
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Until Saturday evening, I was having a wonderful weekend with Brian.  We went out to eat, hung out watching movies etc.  Saturday we spent most of the day together except for a couple of... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-10 09:02:31
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Wow, all I write about lately is my relationship. I need to get a fuller life because lately it consumes most of my thoughts. Yesterday we went to counseling. I wanted to talk to the counselor... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-12 15:59:18
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I'm in North Florida visiting one of my closest friends and her family.  When I come here, it's like going home.  They are like family and I usually end up wanting to live here... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-15 13:44:07
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First thanks for the comments.  They are really uplifting for me.  CaringAdvis, you are really good at saying things and I think your perspective is usually pretty accurate. ... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-18 09:11:00
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Yesterday afternoon when I got in from my trip, I decided we would do something fun.  I have been feeling a growing distance between us and I've been torn on whether to stay or go or how to... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-29 00:25:00
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After Monday, Brian has been working hard and therefore he's hardly been home.  He gotten home after I've gone to bed.  I was ok with it until yesterday, I got a little sad and called... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-29 00:25:00
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There are relationships that work from day one, that seem to work without effort but I believe a great relationship works with effort, with work and with a lot of patience. As you get older,... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-29 00:25:00
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I have read other people's stories and decided that maybe where I should start is the beginning and go from there. I started using this blog for therapy in a way and I think this may be a good... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-29 00:25:00
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When I was 11 my dad had to have open heart surgery and we moved to Florida since he could no longer shovel snow. Life became hell again! With both of my parents not working, they fought constantly... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-29 00:25:00
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The day he passed away, my stepmother told me that he did not have money for a proper burial and that she did not either. She said I needed to ask my god parents for it. In addition to the pain... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-29 00:30:00
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So here we go again. For this part I am 16. The day after my birthday I get my drivers license. It was my ticket to freedom from my stepmother. My dad had another surprise for me, he was buying me... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-29 00:30:00
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I am not feeling 100% today, I'm really tired for some reason and I was in bed by 11 which is rare for me.  Anyway, On Saturday I got up, went to a workout class and came home to get... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-29 00:30:00
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I thought that I was making progress this weekend but I was wrong.  We argued Friday night and I was really sad at one point.  He hugged me and held me for a long time.  Then he... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-29 00:30:00
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I started working as a secretary at a contracting company that had a contrstruction site at a local airport. I was the only girl in a group of over 20 men. I was 17 and quickly moved up to office... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-31 13:20:00
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I don't want to just exist in life, I want to live a full life where I don't want anyone different than what I have. I don't want to come home day after day to a monotonous life, I want to... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-31 15:40:00
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So I was reading WK and KP's blogs and I liked how they had the categories so I decided to go back and add this to mine but it reposted every one that I touched into March.  Is there any way... Read More
Posted by: prelude2it on 2008-03-31 15:40:00
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