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so i had a thought because i, myself, was in a pickle.
the thought: “who do people talk to when there is no one to talk to?”
sure there are the religious people who say “talk to Jesus”. but what about the people who aren’t so religious? or the people who are religious, but they need an immediate answer?
most people say “talk to your husband/wife/boyfriend/girlfriend/partner/spouse”. but what if you have and they just don’t get it? or they can’t understand where you are coming from? or….it’s about them, so you can’t necessarily talk to someone about them, even if it is in a hypothetical sense. especially with a spouse that is…….(lemme think…) paranoid, so to speak.
i guess this is where friends come into play. but what if you a.) have no friends. b.) are a certain distance from your friends and contact is on the difficult side. c.) its about your friends…..same with the hypothetical sense previously mentioned.
doctors are next on the list. but then, they try to prescribe you meds and tell you all sorts of diagnonsense. yes diagnonsense.
who’s left but yourself?
then again, who is left in the end but yourself? it may sound selfish, but when you think about it, it all comes down to you. but that’s a whole different blog tag. right now, i’m talking about having someone to talk to when there is no one. right now, i need to talk, but i have no one. i’m far from my friends and i have no cell phone service. i tried to talk to a friend online…….you know what they did as soon as i imed them? put their away message up. (p.s. thanks a lot fuckhole. way to be great. and to think…………………..nevermind. assclown)
right now i have an oober lot on my mind. i’m losing it. i wanna punch and scream and kick but i can’t. wanna know why? because i’m supposed to be an adult now. whoever said “age ain’t nothing but a number” was wrong! age comes with responsibilities! and a whole bunch of other bullshit that we can’t control! where the fuck is Never-Never-Land now, Peter Pan?!?
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Posted by pouson on 2008-07-18 20:37:13 | Rating: | Views: 42
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hi there!
a friend told me years ago (when i was having a lot of difficulties) to be my own best friend, and to some extent i've done that. i'm now able to 'talk things out with myself' as well as live with myself without driving myself nuts :p i agree with you that in the end you are on your own - and no that doesn't sound selfish; just fairly realistic.
cheers and good luck!
:)
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Posted by badlydrawnstickman
on 2008-07-18 20:43:49
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Funny you are talking about this cause I was just thinking the same thing the other day. Even if you have a partner in your life it is sometimes the case that you are All By Your lonesome just because they do not understand and FRIENDS....hahaha...yea most are just friends when you are fine and dandy and if you are CONVENIENT! I know cause I have experienced it very much so like that...I have had 'friends' leave me behind for new cooler friends and forget about me because they were 'busy' and that is only because you are alone in the end of it all. It is best to find a way to enjoy yourself without the company of others or the need to have others listen to you and help you resolve your issues.
I read a book by Neale Donald Walsch and it was called Conversations with God. You may find the three books interesting cause it talks about human nature. We as humans are all very complex and we try and make things even more complex by saying we are adults now so we can't act like children...I know my favorite years are when I was a kid and sometimes I don't even remember what that was like because it is so different than now.
If you feel like you have to talk to yourself to talk out the problem, that may be your best solution because in the end of it all when you talk to someone else most of the time they are telling you what you already know! I know it may sound strange but noone can help you more than you. :) BTW...I have 3 siblings of which I use to be really close to as a child and now I barely get to see because they refuse to act responsibly so they chose to stay children and keep in mind they were my close friends when i was young so I am left with all my long distance friends and myself. I have learned to manage but there are days I certainly feel the same way:)
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Posted by Dancer78
on 2008-07-19 14:45:35
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