I think I may have found a turning point. Or something. Idk, but I do hate men. I'll edit soon.

Well, yours truly has her old job back. My boss contacted me and said the company has picked back up now and if I like, I can come back, so obviously I did. Mother was very glad for me and yay for me too! I get to finish at 4pm now which is just fantastic, I hated finishing at 6pm.

A week ago I would of had so much to write about but right now, I can't think of much so I'll babble on. I can't wait for Easter weekend, were going to celebrate it Greek style (I may dislike my dad but hey, when you're Greek, you're Greek) so were gonna have a massive feast with all classic recipes, I can't wait. Talking of food, I'm going to Chessington World of Adventures soon and I know I will be burning up quite a few calories with all that walking, etc, so I shouldn't be too choosy on what I eat, but I know I will be and I'm already dreading it! How crap that food is gonna take over this day. Everytime I used to go there I would always buy a bag of hot sugar-cinnamon donuts and now I have to resist them, argh. I hate food, I realy do. I was in a Chocolatiers the other day and my resistance was literally 5 seconds away from crumbling so I had to take myself out of the shop. My sugar cravings are crazy high right now.

I went to the doctors last week who have finally put me forward to a counseller or therapist, whatever they're called and I'm very grateful. I really need to talk to someone, and get these horrible thoughts out of my mind. At night time, it's scary, my mind fills up with these horror stories about my life or loved ones, it's really horrible.

I got movie night tomorrow with the mister, weve downloaded our two choices each of films and he is gonna come over, i'm gonna make popcorn and (diet) soda and we shall be getting stuck right in, I can't wait! I just hope he doesn't bring food because he's been telling me to gain weight and that i'm way too skinny (i cant believe he called me skinny - eek!) and I don't eat enough. Obviously men so do not need to hear the truth. I kinda discussed going out the US in 3-4 years and he sounds interested in it too, I think deep down, he knows i'm right, we cannot be in this country when we are in our 30's, we will go insane. & no way am I bringing up children in London, I don't need a gangster in the family, thnx. I love american apparell btw.

Not that long till Scrubs Season 7 continues to air again, I'm so excited!

It's 10:25am, I've burned off 1150 calories, washed my hair, consumed an orange, and soon I'm about to blanch some vegetables, find an outfit for work and then have my big bubble bath!