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why having an orthodontist can be good news.

10:30am appointment at my orthos, I arrive early and wait patiently with my iPod. Then I get called in. What does she do? Decide to basically replace everything. She annoyed me so much, I missed the last appointment due to Mum having a major accident, and she got pissed off so she gave me pain, THE PAIN! The pain is so immense from my braces that I was up all night, in constant pain. I even TRIED to eat a chocolate eclair yesterday (yes thats right, my craving came true) besides, everyone who leaves the dentist always goes and eats something sweet after, it's just something we do. But get this, the eclair, which is the most softest pastry ever, killed me. I could not eat it. I'm on pure liquids and i am estactic as i've got some days off from constantly worrying about food because my braces are too painful. I know it won't last though, I haven't got the perfect plan for when the pain stops. It is seriously painful though, I don't think enough people quite understand, it's like having toothache on each tooth. And the brushing, who would ever of thought brushing teeth would be agony? I was trying to stop myself from screaming, it was just so horrible. All I've eaten since yesterday morning is coffee, milk and water. I know I've lost weight because when I wake up in the morning, it's the only time I can tell which is strange, but I feel my thinnest, and I looked at my tummy and it looked almost flat. Maybe there isn't much time left until I reach that weight specific place or maybe i'm imagining it. I seriously do want a tummy tuck though, not for blatant cosmetic reasons, but for the little gut. It hasn't gone away even with all the weight I have lost, I think it's loose skin, and thats okay weirdly enough, because I know (well, not a proven fact but y'know) that my gut is just skin and not fat and if that got removed, i'd have that body i want. I like the shape of my figure and everything else. Even my thighs, I've grown to appreciate the damn mediterrainian body, but just the tummy is my sole problem. Do i start saving for my tummy tuck or at least find out if it is actual skin? I get so ahead of myself don't i? I run around like i'm in a land where everything will be true. I've also never been to the toilet so often in my life, it's kind of funny, in a not-so-obvious-funny-way. Weed is playing a major part in the taking away the pain process but i'm running low so i can't get anymore till tomorrow, but it's no problem, I'm gonna watch Scrubs season 6 for the 3rd time, (i think) again.

Talking of scrubs, season 7 soon, I cannot wait. How great is it going to be? I really hope Kim is lying and it isn't JD's baby, she seems to ruin the whole saga between Carla, Turk & Elliot. I do like her though.

08:35am. Already done my exercise, the washing up, and my hairwash. Now I have to move around my wardrobe and tidy a little and have a bath, chill out with Scrubs and weed and then start the family cooking that I cannot touch, I'm gonna hate it, but today feels like a nice day.