Saturday morning, 9:06am to be exact. I'm at work, with a scummy coffee, not scRummy.

Yesterday ended well, i think. I left work at 6pm, in a good mood, my boss and other colleagues were hanging out in the office crackin' jokes so were all laughing. I walk down to my bus stop to grab my bus, usually comes at around 6:08pm, but by 12 past, nothing. I didn't get on that bus till half past and it was so packed out. I hate packed buses, it's just so shitty, especially when the other people don't seem to notice you're there.

So I finally get home, take my time to get changed, take my make up, go to the bathroom, then i go into the front room to see mum. I don't know why but the bus fiasco really irritated me so i was slightly on edge sort of gritting my teeth annoyance. Whatever came out of mums mouth was driving me crazy, yet another stupid story, yet another time about her being young and going clubbing. Most days these stories never, ever get to me at all. But on a day like that I could accuse her of trying to make me jealous and would want to scream my head off. Isn't that weird, to feel like that about my own mum? But not just her though, anyone i talk to on these sort of days, but I just want to go nuts, I feel so angry and I don't know why. I have so much anger shut up in me and comes out certain times but it's insane, it seriously is like fighting some other me to stop being a bitch. I don't like it. But anyway, I ended up forgetting about it and just hung out till I retired to my room for more Scrubs, zoom, zoom, zoom.

I spoke to Isabella yesterday. I was on the phone to a customer yesterday and my phone lit up, she was ringing me. I couldn't answer but when I put the phone down on the customer I immediately called her back, and I don't know why. Soon as she picked up, she asked ''are you working this saturday?'' me - ''yeeeeeesss, i told you that'' her - ''oh bloody hell, now i have to find someone else to go out with'' if she was in front of me and said that, please believe I would of smacked her one. But instead, she just kept on chatting shit ''i can't believe your working so much, there better be a lot of noughts on your check when you get paid'' ''i thought you might be dead, i could of sworn i saw you on the news or maybe i stepped over your body last week''. I do wish I was making this up, but sadly, stupid bitches really do exist. Even reading what I just wrote about her pisses me off again.

Food wise. Mum went food shopping yesterday and got me another small box of Lindt chocolates with 5 little ones inside the box, so I just had that and an orange kit kat (2 finger) i'm totally obsessed with orange chocolate recently, i have no idea why. The rest was just water or coffee. Mum suggested I go on a yoghurt diet, but I need to think that over but it does seem to make sense, sort of. But this morning she was so trying to plan a dinner for me. She asked if I wanted steak with salad, or chicken and potatoes, or fish and veg, or cous cous and chicken. I said to her it sounds nice (i was trying not to dribble...) but i don't really eat on work nights unless it's a sunday, which tomorrow is so I've agreed to a small plate of Turkey and vegetables. Turkey is the most lean protein going (i'm sure it is) with hardly any fat or calories and veg with it will be good too, hardly fattening so i felt okay about eating that, but then mum said something about a Turkey diet and I declared she was going way too far and carried on applying mascara.

I really hope I finish early today. I don't want to just outright ask my boss, i'll feel so rude, but i'm hoping he'll drop me a message saying it's cool. I'm also praying to finish early for an extra reason now. (this is going to sound, SO sad) But I like the Saturday night TV we got going on recently, Ant & Decs Saturday Night Takeaway & The X Factor. But the schedule starts at 5:30pm! What if I have to end up staying until 6pm? I won't even be able to see the repeats tomorrow because I'll be back here, at work! I'm not a hopeless person btw, honest. 'arf.

I can't wait to get paid, I'm so going blonde and trimming it up, not short though, eugh hell no, it would never suit me.