I can't do it anymore. I want to join a gym, eat healthy and see a therapist to help me. So yesterday morning i confessed to my boyfriend that i am bulimic. yep, big time. I'm not even proud, I... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-09-20 05:14:47
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I just spoke to my boyfriend again, we was screaming at each other on the phone and I cried my eyes out after I put the phone down. ''Apparantly'' (according to the mister), as long as I... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-09-20 08:07:18
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Since yesterday, me and the mister have been constantly texting, he said 'lets just wait and see how you get on' i know what that means. he thinks i'm going to be terrified that he isn't by my... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-09-21 03:14:19
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her ro. the boyfriend came round last night after us talking about the whole big problem, and it was nice, i don't know what changed, i don't know if somehow this has made us stronger just... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-09-22 02:34:43
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Honestly, I'm terrible, I really am. Today I ate two mouthfuls of mini shredded wheat cereal, then my mum made dinner. She sat there looking at me. I ate it all so fast I was breathing heavily, I... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-09-23 11:01:34
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Last night ended on a really bad note, I ended up eating half of a tuna salad baguette with butter, I felt like I had to because I was examining my hair and had to eat something healthyish. But... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-09-24 06:16:42
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Yesterday wasn't exactly a disaster. I wasn't good nor completely bad. I did purge on a few treats, yes. Okay, thats a lie. I want my calorie consumption to be 500 or less cals, I don't know why,... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-09-26 00:22:45
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..'cos i know, how i feel, about you now'' Yesterday, I was really good. I ate two bowls of cereal, a few mouthfuls of greek yogurt to shh mother up and that was all! I'm back at work now... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-09-27 03:03:35
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It's amazing, if we were granted one wish, some would grant theirs immediately, some would wait forever wondering what the perfect wish would be and the rest write a top ten list... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-09-28 02:51:34
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Friday night, as in last night, was filled up with getting 9 hours sleep. I don't mind that I have to miss out on my weekends for work because i get a good amount of time off too and I'm rather... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-09-29 03:54:31
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I was almost expecting it, and I was right. I got home from work yesterday (I didn't leave until 6:30pm, I was so pissed) and got changed, took my make up off, grabbed a usual lemonade until... Read More
Posted by: poppyxstars on 2007-09-30 01:53:31
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