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trapped. i feel trapped.
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I can't do it anymore. I want to join a gym, eat healthy and see a therapist to help me.
So yesterday morning i confessed to my boyfriend that i am bulimic. yep, big time. I'm not even proud, I hate it, it's ruining everything for me, my thoughts, my physical health and especially my mental......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-20 05:14:47 |
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bulimia
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fuck being trapped, i'm just stuck.
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I just spoke to my boyfriend again, we was screaming at each other on the phone and I cried my eyes out after I put the phone down.
''Apparantly'' (according to the mister), as long as I eat, starting from now, I'll be fine but I want attention so I just had to make it into a big thing.......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-20 08:07:18 |
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it's a new day.
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Since yesterday, me and the mister have been constantly texting, he said 'lets just wait and see how you get on' i know what that means. he thinks i'm going to be terrified that he isn't by my side so i'm going to do everything in my power to beat bulimia and he'll come right back, snug as a......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-21 03:14:19 |
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boyfriend sad depressed bulimia purge...
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love/dislike/bollocks.
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her ro.
the boyfriend came round last night after us talking about the whole big problem, and it was nice, i don't know what changed, i don't know if somehow this has made us stronger just like *that* but it did. I even stopped to think the way were getting on, we could look like one of......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-22 02:34:43 |
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don't you wanna grow up to be bulimic just like me
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Honestly, I'm terrible, I really am. Today I ate two mouthfuls of mini shredded wheat cereal, then my mum made dinner. She sat there looking at me. I ate it all so fast I was breathing heavily, I just had to get it out of sight. Afterwards I sat there and downed my big glass of water and sat......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-23 11:01:34 |
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bulimic sad and i feel alone...
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today is step one.
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Last night ended on a really bad note, I ended up eating half of a tuna salad baguette with butter, I felt like I had to because I was examining my hair and had to eat something healthyish. But I got over it, and started my new day. I woke up at 7am and thought I wouldn't be able to go out......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-24 06:16:42 |
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bulimia builimic throwing up purge...
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..i'm still at step one y'know.
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Yesterday wasn't exactly a disaster. I wasn't good nor completely bad. I did purge on a few treats, yes. Okay, thats a lie. I want my calorie consumption to be 500 or less cals, I don't know why, but the number pleases me and I don't mind eating up to 500 and keeping it in me, so I planned it......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-26 00:22:45 |
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''can we bring yesterday back around..
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..'cos i know, how i feel, about you now''
Yesterday, I was really good. I ate two bowls of cereal, a few mouthfuls of greek yogurt to shh mother up and that was all! I'm back at work now and I know I will not eat when I get home but I honestly do not mind, I'd rather a break from food......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-27 03:03:35 |
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''if i had one wish...''
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It's amazing, if we were granted one wish, some would grant theirs immediately, some would wait forever wondering what the perfect wish would be and the rest write a top ten list alphabetically. I wouldn't, I would make a very materialistic top ten then a non materialistic top ten, and choose......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-28 02:51:34 |
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bulimia bulimic anorexic sad happy...
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