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failure to launch no. 98343
I must be predictable on this blog by now. I left work early at 1pm yesterday, it really cheered me up, i even done a little shopping with mum on the way home, we finished work at the same time. I...
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poppyxstars on 2007-10-01 02:50:36 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 63 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
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when you realise you cannot trick yourself, at all
I thought i done okay yesterday, mainly because i've suddenly turned ill, i have painful stomach pains and i throw up constantly and i'm not causing it. I felt so ill yesterday that i actually...
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poppyxstars on 2007-10-02 01:40:00 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 72 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
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''trying to exhale''
Yesterday still carried out the same, mum made meatballs and i'm a sucker to them. I've been terrible to myself recently, I should respect my body more and eat the right food, not break down and...
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poppyxstars on 2007-10-03 00:47:44 Average Rating:  | Views: 1514 | # Comments: 4 | Tags:
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why having an orthodontist can be good news.
10:30am appointment at my orthos, I arrive early and wait patiently with my iPod. Then I get called in. What does she do? Decide to basically replace everything. She annoyed me so much, I missed...
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poppyxstars on 2007-10-04 01:17:24 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 374 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
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our greatest fear is that we are insignificant.
This morning, on the way to work, I catched my normal bus, and for once, it was empty, I was the only passenger on that bus until the last time (it's right by my work) and as stupid as it sounds,...
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poppyxstars on 2007-10-05 02:20:10 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 295 | # Comments: 2 | Tags:
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''i'm 50/50''
Saturday morning, 9:06am to be exact. I'm at work, with a scummy coffee, not scRummy.
Yesterday ended well, i think. I left work at 6pm, in a good mood, my boss and other colleagues were...
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poppyxstars on 2007-10-06 02:19:05 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 205 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
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i'm no way near the 2nd step, and my mother...
IS NEUROTIC.
My mother, is a crazy person. We'll get back to this though. Yesterday, I finished work at 12:30pm, my lovely boss said I can work from home for the weekend, how brilliant is...
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poppyxstars on 2007-10-07 01:37:21 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 437 | # Comments: 3 | Tags:
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''i got it cheap''
I went to the flea market like I told you (yes, i know i went on sunday and today is thursday, but i had problems logging in!) I got a whole load of stuff, the thing about this market, is that a...
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poppyxstars on 2007-10-11 01:24:18 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 223 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
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my overkill. [+ pictures]
Colin James Hay is amazing, isn't he? I really struggled with trying not to eat yesterday, I felt much more hungry than normal, I didn't have much coffee but I don't think thats it. All I...
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poppyxstars on 2007-10-12 02:04:26 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 269 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
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calories are evil.
I count calories on absolutely everything.
Even if I'm not going to eat it, doesn't matter, I still need to know. For example, all the cereals in the house, are less than 200 cals per...
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poppyxstars on 2007-10-14 01:50:11 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 261 | # Comments: 1 | Tags:
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''thanks-a-latte''
I am seriously obsessed with black coffee recently. Everytime I have a cup, I feel motivated and not even hungry, is caffeine that sexy? I don't want to be hooked on it though. For instance,...
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poppyxstars on 2007-10-17 00:49:33 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 151 | # Comments: 2 | Tags:
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i need to buy a decision maker.
Making a decision (most of time) is easy. well depending on what the options are it is. Yesterday I started of the day well, I had a banana and a coffee for breakfast, and kept refilling my cup...
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poppyxstars on 2007-10-19 01:50:37 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 262 | # Comments: 3 | Tags:
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''you mean why is there silverware in the pancake
So this morning was weird. I got up at 7am to get ready for work, I left at 8am with mum to go pick up the books and office phone and made my way to the bus stop. I noticed a car that was driving...
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poppyxstars on 2007-10-21 02:33:07 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 225 | # Comments: 5 | Tags:
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silence isn't golden, it's horrible.
I can't believe what happened last night, I'm still replaying it over and over in my mind. The house is trashed, I'm scared to my guts that he is going to make it even worse while were out at work...
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poppyxstars on 2007-10-23 01:47:20 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 179 | # Comments: 1 | Tags:
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horrible silence, part two.
Last night was so terrible. My mums boyfriend came home at 8pm drunk out of his zone, he'd been drinking since 10am that day. He came home and called my mum a cunt. Then he broke her reading...
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poppyxstars on 2007-10-23 13:01:52 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 92 | # Comments: 0 | Tags:
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''one day with you, boy, just one day with you''
Things have settled down at home, a lot more better than all of the years gone by with him living there, and yes, I will only refer to him, as HIM. He moved out, well got thrown out last...
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poppyxstars on 2007-10-31 03:06:46 Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 110 | # Comments: 1 | Tags:
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