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| 1st of July. Fresh start, anyone? |
Honestly, I never make any of this up. I sometimes suspect myself of doing so, but as I actually live the the life I blog about, it sadly is all true. I'm jobless. Again. He fired me, straight out. The reason? Mother collapsed and had to be taken to hospital, and I couldn't make it into work. I didn't even want to go, nor did I feel bad. I was so scared I kept throwing up (I know, sorry.) I'd never been in this situation and all of a sudden, my mum is on the floor gasping for breath. She has problems with her blood sugar levels and it got the better of her that day. The following day I made it into work after my boss sent me a bitchfest of a text message telling me he is very disappointed in me because the previous day was very bad for him. (It wasn't, a couple of baliffs turned up asking for money he'd been avoiding to pay on a van) and that is his trauma? He can bugger right off, I don't want to work for someone like that anyway so he done me a favour. He got very upset when he realised that I place mother a higher priority than his workplace. I mean.. Seriously!? Agh, idiot. Such an idiot. Obviously I'm annoyed I don't have a job right now and I have to go through the whole process of getting a new job and learning the workplace, etc. There are not many vacancies lately, I've been searching each day and I've only found 5 or less that I can actually apply for. How rubbish.
I've lost more weight. I now weigh 9 and a half stone. My natural body weight. I can't really believe it, but I'm here. I'm not eating to maintain my weight though, it's more for my sweet tooth and to lose more weight. I have breakfast really late (about 1pm) because if I have it early then by 12pm I'm starving and I'll eat lunch and having lunch makes me feel uneasy, so then I don't eat anything really until 6/7pm where I'll have a salad or fruit salad then my little sweet treats after. I do snack on fruit all day though, even before breakfast to keep my metabolism spinning. Grapes are the major snack, I bloody adore them, they're so nice. I'm still rather obsessed with ice cream still, I just can't stop!
I will come back to edit this during the week, I've got quite a few errands to run.
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Posted by poppyxstars on 2008-07-01 07:49:50 | Rating: | Views: 156
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