how did i get here?
what went wrong?
i wanted to learn the lyrics,
not find a whole new song.
im lost in a book,
i can't find the right page.
im running through tearing it apart,
filled with confusion and rage.
how did this all happen?
the story was going well,
not always a happy ending,
but nothing like this hell.
i can't take the distance,
i can't understand the disconnection.
i'm sitting all alone in a crowd,
my family in a far away section.
its like im on a ride,
thats never going to stop.
heading straight up to the hill,
but never reaching the top.
repeating the same things,
wanting a different ending.
but it echos back the same tune,
i am wasting the time i am spending.
but how do i get past,
this sudden and disheartening loss?
how do i erase the memories,
at what price is the cost?
the anger comes out of no where,
like a fire bursting into flames.
then comes a flood washing me down,
pouring down comes the rain.
i wish i could change this,
put my car in reverse.
i guess the only thing i can do,
is try and learn a new verse.
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