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I am in love with two people, in two very different ways. One male (someone I met online but not in person) and the other female (someone I know in person).
My heart is torn in two different directions. I love him, yet he knows nothing of it and I love her and she feels it with every touch that I press to her body.
He is jaded and cautious. He cares for me though he doesn’t come out and say it. He has been broken before and fears it again. He makes me laugh, makes me happy, and makes me seek to stand by him and love him for life.
She is caring and giving. She openly shows me the affection that I so very much crave. She makes my body sing and my emotions run wild. Free as a bird I am when we love.
So how can my heart secretly belong to someone who doesn’t even realize that I am offering it to him, yet my body so freely belongs in another’s embrace?
If it were anyone else but myself, I would probably say that the feelings that I have for him are just ones that are there because we blend online, our conversations mesh and we can relate on so many levels, but its not the same as loving someone in real life when you have the ups and downs of every day living.
Though I could easily say that some would feel that two women being together are not natural. Although it feels so natural when we are together and in our happiness.
I am torn and in need of emotional guidance.
From him… from her… from you.
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Posted by pinkcouch on 2008-06-17 00:28:19 | Rating: | Views: 63
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Yes, I believe that you can be in love with two people at the same time, but wake up, you have never even met the dude. I am sure you have a connection with him, but the internet provides an safe place. And as far as lvoing 2 poeple, there will come a time to chose, regardless if you want to or not.
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Posted by singleat41
on 2008-06-17 00:56:26
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I understand what you're saying...I'm not saying it was love for me but definitely infatuation...Sort through it and see what happens...Good luck!
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Posted by dreampower
on 2008-06-17 09:00:11
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