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| rant/ i want to die/ life sucks |
i don't know what the fuck is wrong with me any more
it seems like my mind is just getting out of control
today i almost cut myself
god i just cant take this anymore
first off i have been suicidal for a little bit now and today i come into school hopping to see my friend who always make me feel better but instead she yells at me for not talking to her mom and not coming to coffee so i walked away and said i don't need this shit right now bc i don't
but she was like whats wrong with you and all of this
yes i have been noticing i have changed and i guess she does to i don't want to be around anyone or speak to anyone i just want to be by myself/ dead idk why I'm like this i just have been im sick of everyone's shit and drama i don't need im sick of trying to make every one happy bc it not working and its only hurting me
god i want to cut sooooooooooooooooooooo bad i have never had this bad of an urge b4 and i don't know if i can resist it
also today my aunt said i was selfish bc i never think about my grandma and i only think of myself and how we have not money and i shouldn't be asking for anything or going shopping or asking her to take me shopping so pretty much we have no money bc of me and its all my fault
wtf is wrong with me
im soooo sick of being sad all the fucking time and never being happy
im sooo sick of being here and being alive
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Posted by pinkangel93 on 2009-11-06 20:45:33 | Rating: | Views: 94
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