2 weeks and 6 days. Thats great!!! You have your grandmother to support you, to love you. Us elders (I'm 62) have gone through alot of crap ourselves, so we know what you are going through. Stick close to your grandmother and counselor. Have faith in yourself and all your friends and your grandmother... we all love you.

I am very proud of you for not cutting. I hope your staying strong && beatin it. I am also a person with that problem. I know how hard it can be to resist it but trust me its not impossible. I just want you to know that your not alone in the fight && if you ever need to talk to someone you can always talk to me. Keep your head held high && smile till it hurts ;)

I have been a cutter sence I was 12 and now Im 21. I understand the need to want to keep it hidden from others, I too would walk around covered && hidden. But I want you to know that once you speak up and talk to someone, anyone, even a friend, it can make a huge difference.

It is an addiction, and most ppl dont see that && it rly suckz when your trying to reach out for help. It is very very hard to risist when your down, but trust me hun, it is NOT impossible. My life was full of nothing but pain && I thought that maybe if I caused pain on the outside, I would no longer feel what was within. Cutting will not change the bad things in your life. Trust me! I dont know your situation, or what is driving you to do it, but I know that having someone to talk to when your weak is OMG so so so helpful! I know you dont know me, and I dont know you, but this is me reaching out my hand! I hope you take it. If you ever want to talk about anything, no matter what it is, you can came to me! And please try to talk to somebody once you start feeling like you want to do it. Even just talkin your feelings out, yelling, screaming, crying, hitting your pillow, lol they can all help a lil. But dont sit on the bathroom floor by yourself. The hardest thing for me was reaching out for help. And once I did, && I could turn to the good ppl in my life, things began to change. Havin someone hold you when your in that "mood" lol can actually take the feeling away. At least it works for me, that and writting ALL my filling && emotions && thoughts down. K well now I think Im just ramballing lol well ne ways I really hope this helps you, and member there are ppl who care!!!


I know how hard it is to say out loud or even write where others can read that you are a hurt person inside, and you cut to release the inner pain. I give you probs fro starting doing it on here. Everything will be ok, hun. I promise.

Have a great day!!!

oxox
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