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my life i getting out of control
i cant take it any more
i cant make anybody happy and i sick of feeling guilty all the time
i cant take it anymore i haven't talked to anybody and i have to force myself to hang out with my friends and family i have been like that for a few months
i just want to die life sucks, and its not going to get any better
why cant i be happy for once in my life
i need advice about what to do
this is the story
any way well tmrw a bunch of friends and i hang out and go out for coffee but my cousin is over and i don't get to see her every day bc she lives in a different state so she wanted to hang out with my tmrw and said yes bc when she is normally up here she always has her boyfriend or animals and cant hang out that much and i really want to see her and i told my friends mom who is like my mom that i would not be able to make it to coffee and she asked why and i explained it to her saying me and my cousin are hanging out and i want to hang out with her and then she was like you never make plans when we have coffee and all this and there is this whole thing going on with a few us in the coffee group and she is like you just trying to avoid it and i need you to come and i was like i cant and she kept on begging me to come and she was like i don't ask anything from you and i feeeeel sooo bad and guilty bc she is right she never asks anything from me but im really not trying to avoid the situation i really just want to hang out with my cousin and i am but now i feel guilty for wanting to hang out with her
should i feel bad????
i never get to see her and we used to be really close and i miss her and want to spent alot of time with her b4 she gos back home. but i feel bad bc my friends mom really wants me to go to coffee!!
idk what to do
i want to cut
help idk what to do ????
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Posted by pinkangel93 on 2009-11-05 19:05:11 | Rating: | Views: 63
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