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i need advice
so i go to counseling tmrw and im deciding if i should tell her about my slip up w/ the cutting thing but i really dont want to bc she will tell my grandma and she wont understand and if i tell my counselor she will be like why did you do it and i really dont want to talk about it.... i was......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-22 19:31:35 | Rating:

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my monster
ok so this is kinda a poem but i was just kinda writing down what was inside and it came out like this......sorry if it is really bad i may be in a crowded room full of people but my sole still feels so alone you ask me how this is possible to be around everyone but feel......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-12 23:13:22 | Rating:

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i need advice
ok well this week i had counseling and it went well but i just recently broke my 4 week streak of not cutting and i gave in personally i don't think i broke it bc i was just playing around w/ my razor and just kinda scratching the skin i didn't bleed or anything but i do have scratch marks......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-12 12:41:28 | Rating:

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rant/ i want to die/ life sucks Explicit Content
i don't know what the XXXXX is wrong with me any more it seems like my mind is just getting out of control today i almost cut myself god i just cant take this anymore first off i have been suicidal for a little bit now and today i come into school hopping to see my friend who always......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-06 20:45:33 | Rating:

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idk what to do i need advice !!!!!!!!!!!!
my life i getting out of control i cant take it any more i cant make anybody happy and i sick of feeling guilty all the time i cant take it anymore i haven't talked to anybody and i have to force myself to hang out with my friends and family i have been like that for a few months i......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-05 19:05:11 | Rating:

| Views: 64 | Comments: 4 | Tags: cutting life help suicide dieing

poem
As you look from the outside you will see my shell of this perfect girl, the girl every one wants to be some say she has the perfect life but if you took the time to look in my eyes you would see a whole other story and be surprised i hide the pain that i don't want anybody to......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-01 15:56:46 | Rating:

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i want to be set free
i know what its like to want to die the thoughts are a reacurring notion inside my mind i site her and think how sweet it would be to just take a blade or pills and just be set be free but every every time i come close to taking the pills or the blade......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-26 20:52:57 | Rating:

| Views: 61 | Comments: 2 | Tags: cutting suicidal suicid life

life Explicit Content
so much for not cutting for 1 week thats prob going to end really really soon i feel like XXXXX i feel like im worthless i feel like i should not be alive seeing someone eles have a broken hart bc of me kills me inside i never ment to hurt anyone if anything i broke up with my......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-20 21:50:05 | Rating:

| Views: 61 | Comments: 3 | Tags: cutting boyfriend broke up depressed

1 week
so yea its been one weeks today since i last self-harmed im not going to lie its been a very very hard one week but i know its not going to be easy but i can do this im just taking life a day at a time ...Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-19 17:29:45 | Rating:

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poem
she sites in the corner eyes all puffy and red listening to the voices wishing she were dead the blood flows down her arm a temporary relief the pills in her hand are a more peranent retreat she looks at the plethora of pills the closer she comes the farther she......Read More