They say " time heals all wounds ", but why can't it heal the scar he left me? It's been years, but still, I feel the same way as before. I saw a picture of him and then there it was, that old feeling that I try hard not to feel...the sight of him made my heart beat so fast as if there is a base drum playing inside me...and then that sharp pain that never seem to vanish...and now my world suddenly turned so gloomy. I tried not to mind it, I busy myself to do the things I love so I would forget but then the pain is still there, haunting me....And now I ask myself, if this is how a photograph can make me feel, then how much more if I see him in person and actually talk to him? This is indeed my greatest fear....sometimes it makes me smirk when I think of it, the people around me would never know that this is my weakness, they see me as someone who is so strong...they thought Im someone who has everything...they would never guess that emotionally, I am so damn empty.....and realizing it makes me want to shout my heart out and pray so hard that somehow my pain would be eased....when would this pain ever end? WHY CAN'T I LET YOU GO?
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