I just finished watching an old movie entitled "serendipity", actually I already watched it but after some shots of vodka, the movie made me feel so nostalgic (or maybe it was the vodka). It made me so emotional and kept me wondering, is there really someone out there for us, someone who can make us whole no matter what, well I hope so. I keep on thinking of this person and no matter what I do, he will always be in my heart and I miss him so much, though I know he could never be mine, I still keep on thinking of him, why can't I let him go?