This is rather a quest weekend. Jeff did not want to come back for he needs study for the coming test, and TT went to sleepover at Sam's house, her patents went to a cruise and left her and her brother with the grand patent.
LL and I went to see a movie at the theater, it was fun and hilarious. I am glad that we did not go to the poker party which lasted until 1:30AM. I am glad LL did not want to go, otherwise it would be a suffering night to me. I do not like to play poker, and I do not like for him to stay out that late and I have to wait.
Thursday, Shirley got us all four ladies to her house for tea and desert then they want to play poker, well I do not have choice, so we played like 4 hours, it was sort of fun and I felt so empty and annoyed with myself afterward. Annoyed because once again I felt to accomplish what I want to, and annoyed also because I could not really enjoy the game and content at all. Vivian and Shirley claimed that playing poker made them totally forget everything, well, that's right when you play, but what good for forgetting things if the problem not resolved at all. Well, am I being stiff or not? A little bit at least.
I had nice talk to LL this morning before we got up to the park. Men do not like to talk to men about feelings, life and family, but some of them are more open to women about those issues. I think man who are more open to talk those things to women are some how more attractive than those can not, and they showing as more emotionally healthy and comprehensive. LL may not feel this way, but he does get share my perspective.
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