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i'm this close to calling
its been so long
i really shouldn't
but i see a picture
and i don't care
it takes me right back
to the only heaven
i have found on earth
about a year spent next to her
to fall asleep on her chest
and feel her old t-shirt
wake up like a king everyday
my how far i have fallen
it doesn't seem real
it doesn't seem like it was me
it makes it really hard to go on
a new car sleeps in the garage
and it gets tickets
it doesn't even attempt to cook
or make me smile
a gallon only gets me 22 mile
there is a certain halfway point
that ive already passed
maybe it was just the quarter or third
but its not coming back
ive turned a page
and i don't like where its going
its a lot better
when you just start the book
and have no way of konwing
what's about to come
so you imagine the best
and you hope it comes true
and sometimes the words are
written exactly by you
but that fucking page
or this long ass chapter
is not in my hand
i wonder if theres another one after
because i would burn this book
and reccomend it to no one
no one at all, should read this way
it will kill you with
every single turn of the page
you wait for the sun
like "this will make you stronger"
but it doesn't come out
the clouds just last longer
and if it doesn't get better
if there is no downhill part
then this is all just shit
and it was a waste of a heart
its not like the movies
dupree is dead
he was never a real guy
adults get annoyed pretty quickly
with man-boys of that type
or man-boys in general
so i guess i grow up now
start commiting to work
if start saving now
i'll have grocery money when i'm old
it should buy me pizza until i die
i'll keep my ps2 in working condition
and that'll be my life
much like it is now
but with less hair on my head
and no more dreams in my heart
unless this is just terrible chapter in an otherwise solid read
in which case, everyone will hate this part
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Posted by peoplecracy on 2009-11-12 19:16:43 | Rating: | Views: 12
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