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Sometimes people question things in life. Things such as faith, existence, love, and life. Lately i've been questioning them all. I've lost a lot of people in my life. To probably the most trivial things, sadly i'll never know because they took their life before anyone could ask. The troublesome thought about it is that people like to point fingers when things like this happen. Because I was so close to these people, they automatically pointed at me. Me. How could they do such a thing when all I wanted for these people was to be happy.
The one that was the hardest was the loss of a childhood friend. She moved away a couple years back and I always stayed in touch. When she was admitted into the hospital the first time, I wanted to fly back to check on her. I was so scared and I knew I was the only one she'd talk to. Instead of leaving her in the hospital, her parents took her out and than it happened. I was on the plane when it happened. I was so down.
Things seemed like it was only good for me to question. I've question friendships that should be cherished. I've questioned my own love life. I have the most pheonomenal boyfriends but i'm so worried that these questions will cause me to lose this relationship.
Questions. They're constantly asked, but never ever answered.
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Posted by peakKid008 on 2007-11-25 15:22:26 | Rating: | Views: 77
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Hi. I'm Jinxx. Your post said a lot of things that I didn't know how to put into words. I am in a very questionable time in my life right now. I question myself ALL THE TIME. (It gets quite annoying, actually.) Just joined thoughts.com today. Was kinda hoping for someone to talk to. Well . . . catch ya l8er.
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Posted by jinxx
on 2007-11-29 21:09:43
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