Goodmorning to everyone reading my first blog entry. Ive started this blog mainly for myself but also to see others reactions on some things. i needed to set some goals for myself, and as I live with my partner i cant write them down on paper at home as he might read them... and most of my goals for the future do not include him...

Goals to be accomplised in the next 2 years...
- start uni degree social work
- move away from home... to another city or country for a year
- save some goddamn money
- leave my partner

Its the last one that I think will be the hardest goal for me to accomplish... Ive not been with my partner for all that long... almost two years (almost as in eighteen months), however within the first 2 months of being with him he gave me an std that, unfortunatly, i now have for life... so it is this fact that has made it difficult for me to leave him. Why? ask my friends, people usually dump others for giving them this... yeah, but what happens when i meet someone i really like... When do i tell them what i have? at the start of the relationship or when the conversation comes up about wanting to stop using condoms. And what if this person doesnt have it and doesnt want it (mind you any person in their right mind wouldnt want it!!). shattered! How long will it take to find someone else...? what happens if i never do...?
so, this is the reason I havnt left him.
Am i doing the right thing...?
If anyone has been in a similar situation or knows anyone that has been i'd really like to hear it...