Well Ive finaly done it... I dumped Mat yesterday. We wern't going too well for ages, he never wanted to hang out with me on weekends for the last couple of months. When i asked him why he said that he sees me everyday cause we live together so he'd rather hang out with friends in his spare time! what an insult!
The break up itself was easy enough, but Im feeling so empty and detached. Im not missing him, because the memories of how he's treated me over the last year are still fresh, but im missing the feeling of being wanted by person who loves me.
We'rve spoken about continueing sex, in fact it was my suggestion, we decided to keep having sex but set some boundries. I wonder how the other will feel when one of us starts seeing someone and were going to have to stop having sex... Will it just make things harder? Will it still be emotional? Will he still tell me he loves me during it?