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Things are definately moving quickly...
I need to pull back the reins a bit. We are both very busy all week, and then I'm crazy busy this weekend. It sucks because I want to see him, but honestly, I'm terrified by our relationship. He's slowly opening up to me, and the more I get to know him the more I like him. I can't fix his problems, but I like being there for him. I feel like we are good for each other. He is so sweet to me - he's renewing my faith in the opposite sex. I think I'm good for him because I'm there for him. I fear that he will become too reliant on me, and I don't know what will happen when I am gone.
There's always the fact that I will always return here. This is where I want to spend the rest of my life, and 8 months away isn't impossible to sustain a relationship throughout..
Things I need to ask him (for my own sanity!) Has he ever / would he ever do steroids? Is he using any drugs at the moment, even recreationally? If he broke up with his ex because of moving away, why didn't they get back together when he returned?
It's okay if I fall in love with him, however, I will not allow myself to become attached to him like I was with the ex. I am a strong and independent women - I enjoy his company but it does not define my identity nor my worth.
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Posted by peace_seeker on 2008-05-20 00:55:30 | Rating: | Views: 55
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