This is the story of the worst person in the world and how she ended up in my life and destroyed so much.

We met her in freshman year of high school.  She (Bitchzilla) was in a class with my friend "Mac", my best friend "Elle", and me.  Desks were in pairs, so on the first day, I sat with Elle and Mac sat at the table right in front of us.  Bitchzilla then showed up and sat next to Mac.  I never really noticed her, but she noticed me.  For some reason, she decided she wanted to be friends with "us".  She decided that I was the leader of the group (probably right) and she wanted in.

Insight into Bitchzilla: she is the most selfish, judgemental, manipulative and downright evil person on the planet.  I have never felt so strongly against anyone in my life, but she is pure devil.

Upon deciding that she wanted to be friends with us, she tried to make friends with me.  She was pretty and seemed nice, plus we had to go in groups of four for projects.  At first, I had no idea she wanted to be in "the circle" as she called it, so badly - we invited her to go swimming with us, and she said no.  I didn't realize until later that it was because she didn't want us judging her in a bikini.  As if everyone is as judgemental as her!

Cheerleading tryouts came next.  I ended up on the team, as did Mac and Bitchzilla, plus "Lass" who ended up as my best friend on the team.  Bitchzilla and I got along well - she was really smart and pretty funny.  I should have known right away not to trust her - all of the people from her old school hated her.  They thought she was dirty, crazy, and a bitch.

Another thing about Bitchzilla:  she goes through "phases", obsessions, crazes.  First it was drugs, then anorexia, bulimia and modelling.  Then it was being a popular cheerleader.  Then, it was being a grunge, angsty rocker chick, followed by the alcoholic punk stage.  This is brings us to the end of high school.  Apparently this was followed by a coke whore stage, followed by the emo rehab stage.

We met her in the end of the anorexic phase.  She decided she wanted "us" to be the popular girls of the school.  I humored her, but thought that was a stupid thing to worry about.  She decided to start sucking up to the other more popular girls, and decided that I had to be "that girl" and therefore had to date the most popular guy in the school.  She also decided to formulate how our group would be the popular girls, what everyone's role would be.  She decided our good friend "Liz" couldn't be popular with us because she was too shy.  Bitchzilla was obsessed with "circles" and had diagrams of what our group would look like.  Keep in mind this was when Mean Girls had just come out.

I would be the leader, the "Queen Bee", Bitchzilla would be the bitchy side kick.  Mac would be the artsy (?) one.  Elle would be the nice, sweet one.  Anyways, I thought that was stupid, especially because she wanted to leave out Liz.  I stopped hanging out with her after this happened - I was shocked that someone could possibly be so manipulative and judgemental!

This is when Bitchzilla latched on to Mac.  Mac was always a bit quieter, she would go along with what we were doing.  That year, her life fell apart.  Her dad left her mom, her mom became an alcoholic.  At this point, Mac and Bitchzilla had become an inseperable pair.  None of us knew how bad things were with Mac - except for Bitchzilla.  Mac was vulnerable and Bitchzilla feeds on insecure people.  Bitchzilla decided to be punk, because she had a crush on a guy who was punk.  Mac went along with Bitchzilla, and before long they were in their own little punk world.  They never did anything with the group anymore, always off doing "punk" things.  They also started drinking.

Our group was weird in that we didn't drink.  We hung out and had fun, but it never involved alcohol.  It just didn't occur to us.  Bitchzilla and Mac started drinking all the time - showing up at school drunk, and doing just plain stupid and dangerous things.  Needless to say, they were removed (quit?) the cheerleading team.  It was then that I decided that I didn't want to be friends with them anymore.  I didn't invite them to my birthday party.  Bitchzilla freaked out.  She called me a bitch and told me that the reason I didn't invite them was because "She's not perfect enough for my perfect little world"

Another Bitchzilla fact.  A main reason that she came to hate me stemmed from her mother's love of me.  After Bitchzilla went punk, her mom became obsessed with me.  Her mom was nuts, and everytime I was at her house, she would constantly ask Bitchzilla why she wasn't more like me.  "Why won't you dress like her, look how pretty she is?  And she's so nice - why can't you be like her!?"  Needless to say, Bitchzilla grew resentful of me.  Add the birthday rejection - I told her straight up that I didn't respect her for being so reckless - she hated me.  She then tried to turn Elle against me - obviously it didn't work, being as Elle is my best.  She got angry and told Elle that she was so annoying for always just going along with whatever I said.

I was the leader of the group, not the dictator.  I'm an idea person.  I always had ideas of fun things to do, so people wanted to go along with them.  I would have never forced anyone to do anything, and would have been happy to do things if someone else suggested.  Bitchzilla didn't see it that way.

After the birthday incident, I completely cut contact with Bitchzilla.  The next year is when things got bad.  Elle stayed friends with Mac, because they had been friends since they were very young.  Mac became more and more depressed and started cutting herself.  She told Bitchzilla about it, and Bitchzilla was too selfish to do anything.  She was too busy and didn't want to go out of her way to help Mac.  Bitchzilla didn't tell anyone about Mac until the end of the school year.  She called ME out of all people and asked me to help her.  I freaked out and told Elle and Liz and our other friends - I was worried and we had to do something.  But Mac wouldn't talk to us.  Bitchzilla was the only person who Mac would listen to, but she didn't care enough to help her.

The next year was our last year of high school.  Mac got worse and worse.  She stopped speaking and was crying constantly.  At one point she tried to kill herself.  She kept being Bitchzilla's sidekick, although Bitchzilla grew tired of her.  At the end of high school, Mac started dating this really sketchy guy.  When they got engaged (after high school) Bitchzilla dropper Mac like a hot potato.  Bitchzilla moved on to bigger and crazier things - coke whore and her own engagement.

Then, somehow in that year, Bitchzilla did what she did best - she pulled herself out of her "phase" and came out on top.  That's what she does.  She gets herself and those closest to her in BAD situations, but is far too selfish to ruin her life.  Bitchzilla then came across the country and went to MY university.  I will never know why - maybe she is hoping for some sweet revenge?  I've only seen her once, and it was frosty to say the least.

Bitchzilla tore apart my group of friends.  She didn't "ruin" Mac, but she was the only person who was in the position to help, and did nothing.  Bitchzilla made life for everyone around her hell.

The day before I broke up with my ex, was the day of the "frosty" Bitchzilla encounter.  The icing on the cake of our relationship was the fact that he DEFENDED her, and told me I should be nice to her.  I felt betrayed and shocked - I couldn't believe that my boyfriend was siding with the one person who I hate - and he didn't even know her.

Bitch.