Tonight was the first date that I've been on in a LONG time where I actually liked the guy.  Now I'm scared and I don't know what to do.

I really like him and the date went well - way better than I had expected.  I was sort of hoping to discover that I didn't like him and then go on with my life.  Unfortunately I like him even more.  That's bad because I told myself I would be single all summer.  And now I keep on thinking about him.  There's all of these feelings which I don't want to deal with.

Like the fact that I'm really over my ex, and that I really do like another guy.  That I kissed him.  That it was good.  That I wanted to.  I felt butterflies, my legs were shaky.  I haven't felt that way since my ex.  But I don't want things to end up like that.  I don't want to spend the next two years missing this guy.

All I can think about, however, is how I get to see him everyday for the next four months and how I really want to be with him.  I'm shocked by the guy that he turned out to be.  He was talkative and funny.  He has the same sense of humor as me.  He is in a lot of ways the same as my ex, but in several more different.  The ex was a massive mama's boy - this guy's mom died when he was young.  Neither has a very good father figure.  UGH I like him.