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I came to a realization today, that I'm fairly certain I've reached before. I can't move on if I don't let go. I was tearing myself apart for our relationship not working out. I finally realized that it was wrong from the start. I worked so hard the entire time we were together to make things okay. I bit my tongue, I made him my priority, I did things I didn't want to do. I let a huge part of myself go away, sacrificed to better "us".
I can't blame anything on him. He never made me do anything - I'm sure he feels the same way as I do coming out of this. It was not his fault that we broke up. I broke up with him, for starters, but he wasn't being a jerk because he was a bad person or because he didn't love me. It was because we weren't right together. It was because he was not willing to try as hard as I was, to the puzzle piece fit, when it just didn't.
This is another example of the old adage - you can't choose who you love, and no one is perfect until you love them. That pretty much sums up our relationship. It gives me great relief to know that we didn't break up because he didn't love me, or because I wasn't good enough. It was a mutual break that was destined to happen because we were not right for each other. It doesn't change how much we loved each other, nor how special our relationship was. I'll always have the memories of "us" and I've learned a hell of a lot from him. |
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Posted by peace_seeker on 2008-03-12 23:54:01 | Rating: | Views: 33
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It's so much harder to split when it isn't because he's a horrible guy. At least you realized it wasn't a match. Crazy, huh? You can love them so much, but it doesn't mean he's the right guy. Props to you.
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Posted by yalith777
on 2008-03-13 00:37:16
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