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I had a crazy dream last night. I really believe in dreams - they reveal your unconscious, your deepest fears and desires.
In this dream, I was with my ex. It took place in the present, as if I had just gone over to his place today. We were together, but things felt different. I was so happy to be in his arms, yet things felt wrong. He told me he loves me and kept talking about the summer and how we had to go to this party together. He was acting like everything was normal. I told him it had been five months since we broke up. He seemed suprised by that, and acted like it was a mistake. But I knew that it wasn't, and I kissed him goodbye and that was that.
I didn't feel sad, I didn't feel hurt. It felt like the right thing to do. Which it was. All of the reasons that I broke up with him were valid reasons. I was so injured being with him for so long - look at how long it's taking me to recover! It's hard to let go of someone that you love. It gets easier every day.
It's still weird to think about going on another date with a different guy - especially one of his friends! Isn't that off limits? I'd be pissed if he dated one of my friends... |
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Posted by peace_seeker on 2008-03-25 11:46:45 | Rating: | Views: 41
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