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Blog virgin
I've never had a blog before, nor did I think I'd ever get one. I've always been addicted to penning my thoughts, especially in the times when I had heavy things on my mind that I didn't feel comfortable sharing with anyone in the world, and hence released them into my journal. I think......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-08 20:00:10 | Rating:

| Views: 99 | Comments: 4 | Tags: blogs diary

Facing the past - Facebook style
I'm overcome with relief. I have finally faced my past, at least the part of it that lies with him. I am suprised with what I have found. For some reason, I decided to go through my facebook pictures (all 350 of them!) The reason I've been avoiding this, is because I know......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-10 01:51:07 | Rating:

| Views: 69 | Comments: 0 | Tags: exes love moving on photos

These walls are too thin!
Even my greatest attempts to study are easily floundered. Especially living in this building where the walls are so thin. Add four football players as my next door neighbors, and BAM! - the perfect distraction equation. No longer am I suprised by what noises, music, and......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-10 15:09:14 | Rating:

| Views: 76 | Comments: 0 | Tags: football Patriots weed neighbors music

Popularity sucks.
An old friend is coming to visit! I'm really excited to see her. Another friend in my life to remind me that I'm not actually a loser. It's so weird to have a life divided into two by such a large continent. My old life, all of my friends from high school, my family,......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-10 23:55:30 | Rating:

| Views: 45 | Comments: 0 | Tags: friends

Creative ideas required...
This is an etiquette dilemma. There is a girl who lives above me. Her bedroom is above mine. She has a very active sex life. How do I know this? Well, our floors our creaky, and her bed is squeaky. I'm sure this would be a turn-on for some people, but I find it......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-11 00:36:20 | Rating:

| Views: 96 | Comments: 4 | Tags: sex noise input please

I've fallen off the wagon - again!
I thought I was doing good... I really thought I was over him. Or at least half over. Three quarters? But listening to Jack Johnson for the first time since the break up put that familiar lump back into my throat and before long there were tears. Again! It doesn't......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-11 23:38:10 | Rating:

| Views: 41 | Comments: 0 | Tags: broken heart

The pain that just won't go away
Is this what I did to him? I am so broken hearted. It's difficult to live my life putting on a happy face. It's hard to try and forget and to put him away - into my past. I loved him so much. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about him. It's......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-12 15:58:50 | Rating:

| Views: 109 | Comments: 1 | Tags: heartbreak moving on exes

My path to singledome
Today I was feeling particularily sad. I think there's a direct correlation between me being sad, and lack of physical human interaction. Yesterday I had one 5 minute conversation, and it was by chance because my roomie got home right before I went to bed. Today I have yet to......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-13 15:16:31 | Rating:

| Views: 66 | Comments: 1 | Tags: breaking up

Sad...
Ohhh no. I just got a message from a friend of my ex's back home - a guy from his lacrosse team, saying that he was going to miss me being at their games this year. That hurt so bad! I've been their number one cheerleader for the past two seasons... and not anymore. I'm so......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-13 18:05:03 | Rating:

| Views: 51 | Comments: 0 | Tags: lacrosse breaking up

Inner power
This is ridiculous - I'm supposed to go speak to my class about inner power tomorrow morning, yet I am so completely weak! Maybe it's more than just the ten year olds who need that lesson. Inner power is something that is inside of every person. It's just like a muscle - you can......Read More