pinky toes,
i look down on them apparently,
doing a little hunt for sole (soul) and i catch a few pictures along the way and remember painting over one of my brother's pictures, a high school one and I regret it, I remember so many things that are mean on more levels than I was aware, than anyone could possibly be aware...
the fight over who is the artist in the family, and who runs what and who, and how fast they run and...
I don't like running, and i don't like races.
anyways, I have my father's feet.
well, we share the same general look,
including warped pinky toes,
and sole soul
sole ruled by Pisces, and I come across (of course I had to look at this oncoming train...
pinky promises.
and think about soul promises and how they occur and how they might be subconscious leanings, propositions, carefully built up jenga games that keep us....
that keep us, anyways.
and I remember my pinky finger crushed flat yet ok, when tying up the dingy, rubies gone astray, and yet further astray when i was giving everything i had to the child of my father, begging him to love me, see, I give you my....treasure, if I am not treasure enough, here are my jewels, if my wisdom is not enough, here are my pearls (and he cracks one open to see whether or not they are cultured, subtly diappointed to find it so.....cultured, something not real, and yet so surreal to me....
can you tell which one is real and which one is cultured? apparently that is a pretty deep question and it.....has something to do with evolution, sometimes.
slight of hand and irritation.
and you, your finger mutilated by the anchor chain, my animus, my animal, my lover (so incestuous it seems, but spirit is not guided by human....boundaries in many ways, me my father, my father, me, we are somehow broken and whole together.
anima and animus, we dance together across time, in relationship, and I see you flickering through the pictures, sometimes in front of me, sometimes in a book, sometimes in a pretty picture, and sometimes....I see you everywhere Brother. The Balance.
whee. back to the pinky promise.
pinky the mouse, car-tune characters (maybe, just a random aside as I think where i could possibly have seen this before)(so many directions, so many directors)(so much red, Lady MacBeth)
(from wikipedia, of course)(that and google images)
[edit] Cultural significance
[edit] Gestures
In the USA a pinky swear or pinky promise is made when a person wraps one of their pinky fingers around the other person's pinky and makes a promise. Traditionally, it's considered binding, and the idea was originally that the person who breaks the promise must cut off their pinky finger. In a similar vein, among members of the Japanese yakuza (gangsters), the penalty for various offenses is removal of parts of the little finger (known as yubitsume).
Also in Japan, holding up a little finger while speaking of two people signifies that they are in a relationship. This little finger substitution is considered vulgar and old-fashioned, however, in some anime scenes is intentionally used to enhance its silliness
In India, holding up the little finger is a signal that the person has to urinate.
Similarly, in Indonesia, when a man points his little finger downward it is a signal that he needs to urinate.
In Turkey and in Colombia, it's tradition to link little fingers when two people are making a bet.
In Judaism, it is customary to extend one's arm and little finger to the Torah as it is lifted following its reading in the Synagogue, although there is no source for this practice in Judaic literature.
In Israel, if one hands out his or her hand to another, with only the little finger lifted, it is a sign of reconciliation (called a "Sholem," usually used by younger children).
In Russia, when two people are French-kissing, it is customary to often link little fingers together.
In Australia, when a male driver is showing signs of road rage, women hold up their pinkie fingers. In 19th century Australian English, the expression "to tip the little finger" was a colloquial term for drinking[1]
Chapman University students hold up one pinky as a sign of professionalism.
[edit] Rings
The Iron Ring is a symbolic ring worn by most Canadian engineers. The Ring is a symbol of both pride and humility for the engineering profession, and is always worn on the little finger of the dominant hand.
In the United States the Engineer's Ring is a stainless steel ring worn on the fifth finger of the working hand by engineers that belong to the Order of the Engineerand have accepted the Obligation of an Engineer.
Signet rings are often worn on the little finger.
[edit] Fingernails
In the Balkans, a solitary long fingernail on the pinky finger of a man signifies that he is single.
The nail on this finger is also sometimes grown by recreational drug users to scoop powders for insufflation.
I have never used my pinky finger for insufflation. Altho I suppose in humour I have raised it while drinking....coffee, altho tea is a big question to me, that and hot chocolate.
and phoenix and dragon. It all collides,
it is apparently collusion, altho there are better words for it, that is a shabby frame, ill used.
wood, would.
what would you do?
what would he do?
what would she do.
wooden stakes.
vampires.
Buffy. Even she gets in the game periodically.
木 Wood (if they took away wikipedia would the world explode? I knew what i was looking for, they provide instantaneous gratification and sometimes a few more pointers)
The East（東）
Springtime（春）
Azure Dragon（青龍）
The Planet Jupiter （木星）
The Color Green（緑）
Liver (Chinese medicine)（肝） and Gall bladder (Chinese medicine)（胆）
Baby's breath plant is ruled by Saturn.
Gypsophila
i think that promise we made about equality, that lesson we had to learn...equality....has been hit out of the field for me, that we are one thing....and....
you, you trapped me in a corner, brought an anvil in and out of my house, finding out how you did so much more than you or i could possibly have guessed and i wonder about what i have brought in and out, usually just my keys and my purse,
i brought you what i thought to be beautiful rocks, but i got them for me and then wanted to...give you something beautiful. and when i think about what i left you, the happy buddha (altho he is not the skinny one) and the tree lady, the drift wood lady, there are different ways of looking at gifts, of seeing beauty, so perhaps I am....just feeling my world crash in and we always meant the best for each other.
perhaps you were preparing for a big hit, giving me something to land upon cause I scorch earth, even been born between them.....it might have been.....a sweeter gift.
oh my goodness, what does a fart in the face mean then? but an accident? usually I'm a little more worried when i have my tushie in someone's face, but then perhaps that is a story in itself. what not to worry about if you are with the one you love, the silly things we...think about, hold in. flatulence.
flat⋅u⋅lent /ˈflætʃələnt/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [flach-uh-luhnt] Show IPA
–adjective 1. generating gas in the alimentary canal, as food.
2. attended with, caused by, or suffering from such an accumulation of gas.
3. having unsupported pretensions; inflated and empty; pompous; turgid: a flatulent style.
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Origin:
1590–1600; < NL flātulentus; see flatus, -ulent
Related forms:
flat⋅u⋅lence, flat⋅u⋅len⋅cy, noun
flat⋅u⋅lent⋅ly, adverb
how come i have an unerring ability to spot the asshole in the statement. does it have something to do with cops and the shaman's donut?
i remember walking along the streets (not only halloween) carrying that train lantern, the red one, the one i suppose we really shouldnt have had, the signs, the little souvenirs, the things we should have left behind, and
yesterday at the naam, the little hint about the flower we should not pick....
and i think about
OoOoO pinion.
and all the rocks. and if we left everything where it was originally, where would we be now, because you really have to take it to the limit, or else where do we draw the yellow line? where it is most comfortable? Sometimes it is best just to be silent.
If you don't have anything kind to say Don't say it.
heck. even that one is a little pointed.
strawberries, jupiter, venus and libra.
balancing act, tight rope.
clowns, who rules clowns?
clowns and clown costumes, jupiter and Venus.
Masks, masc, mass, what is heavy
energy equals mass times the speed of light squared,
c squared.
down to earth.
apparently still.
in space.
of course your shortcake loves you. David. Michelangelo.....self, creation.
am i a good mother? did i do it for the right reasons? have i made up the....slow start? the....blown tops, the transit? getting us here? it has been smooth sailing and yet....the waves....
are the right reasons the right reasons at all? do they tell us the complete story? is unconscious mothering.....really Love.
I know how much I heart you. Because if I didn't.
Because....indescribable, and yet said so many times, so many places, so many ways, such a secret it is right there until you stand under it and it hits you in the head, perhaps.
like that apple.
Newton's Apple.
Jan Arden - Good Mother.
I’ve got money in my pocket
I like the color of my hair
I’ve got a friend who loves me
Got a house, I’ve got a car
I’ve got a good mother
and her voice is what keeps me here
Feet on ground
Heart in hand
Facing forward
Be yourself
I’ve never wanted anything
No I’ve, no I’ve, I’ve never wanted anything
so bad...so bad
Cardboard masks of all the people
I’ve been
thrown out with all the rusted, tangled
dented God Damned miseries
You could say I’m hard to hold
But if you knew me you’d know
I’ve got a good father
And his strength is what makes me cry
Feet on ground
Heart in hand
Facing forward
Be yourself
I’ve never wanted anything
No I’ve, no I’ve, I’ve never
wanted anything so bad...
so bad
I’ve got money in my pocket
I like the color of my hair
I’ve got a friend who loves me
Got a house, I’ve got a car
I’ve got a good mother
and her voice is what keeps me here
Feet on ground
Heart in hand
Facing forward
Be yourself
Heart in hand
Feet on ground
Facing forward
Be yourself
just be yourself
just be yourself
Feet on ground
Heart in hand
Feet on ground
Heart in hand
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eRI8DwUa6hQ
the actual video is disabled for embedding....anyways,
arg. so many covers, so many....prisms.
is 528 hrtz the frequency of love? i just saw that as i was looking for that.
Love hurts. is the shortcut to that statement.
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