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ghost in the machine (whoa there, back up)
cause you just might lose all your information when you meet Maya,
she is so beautiful, she will make your extremities tingle....with desire....
and right around the time I was meeting Maya, I was holding her as a child,
wiping her drool, watching that beautiful smile, hands aching to hold her,
satiated with her peaceful in my lap, looking at her suck eagerly at that bottle,
and knowing any one of us would jump up the instant she needed some more,
and i think about how we are supposed to let a child cry for a bit, no longer
instantaneously gratified, self soothing, but
is the milk spoiling?
what is going on?
did only one person hold you?
(this worries me a bit)
how it is not actually the word love,
but...starts...deeper, and we take all those definitions and give them one word,
and it gets misused and deformed, when we are trying to define a feeling,
and yet we find ourselves trashed by our feelings as we trash our feelings when
we
our emotional body......I'm working on understanding You.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*
anticipation, the drool as we release...spirit and reach...
towards....our self, my love Love LOVE,
ME.
the new millenium.
the thing is to expand the now,
without bursting the seams, the things that hold it together.
acceptance or collusion,
collusion or collision
work together or duke it out?
by the way the ghost in the machine graced this page, s/he, i scared by an accidental closed window, deletion, went back and started to save what i had, and then brought it back to life.
ITS ALIVE, reborn and I did it, now isn't that complex? ;)
and i embarrassed you at the yacht club when you snapped at my daughter and i snapped at you, and i was the one that phoned....home, so apparently we go back to the struggle of who is supposed to get to who and how to figure out how our mirrors work like the actual mirror, there is a subtle difference, and we both prove the point, altho i would have to say ours has....a little less distortion, but half the time i cant figure out exactly whether i am a girl or a boy, this androgyny stuff has me confused....;) (isnt it just about Love?)
(but then i have Libra on my side, so apparently it was a better POV. (point of view, i must admit that) but then.....your spirit could be speaking to me and I am just receiving as i often think, and
can we just stop fighting dammit, there are children playing here I LOVE YOU>
get it?
got it?
milk the damn cow.
but i had goats.
and i remember that moment when you brushed my breast, me dressed in powder blue from tip to toe and asked me how much and a secret small secret of me was tickled pink and i turned into Mary and have been hunting down the hor ever since, so again, that corner store Man you can claim you dogged my fox.
and aaron, you found a dead fox and cut off its tail.
and kathryn, you ride horses, and amy...im so sorry...
perhaps i am Cen? now and cen? but then would that be taking out my stubbornness?
will you love me when im hundred?
will you love me when you see my bill?
my cost, my red, my black, my letters,
and the A that has been spray painted across my chest, by someone elses opinion, tagged, graffiti....
and i squeeze the pencil, the graphite, the carbon you gave me in frustration and sweat pops off my brow like diamonds as my thoughts......I understand Pressure.
Botryoidal
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Botryoidal hematiteA botryoidal texture or mineral habit is one in which the mineral has a globular external form resembling a bunch of grapes as derived from the Greek. This is a common form for many minerals particularly hematite where it is the classically recognized shape. It is also a common form of goethite and malachite. This includes chrysocolla.
I could say it is evolution
and i could say it is community
and i could say its Love,
but perhaps the artistry of it,
is to make it good,
not just make it so,
make it even without cutting the edges that hang out...
a growth habit a pattern....
the horizon is even....
and I have been called a dirty hor
and you have been called a violent don
and inside me i have the sun rising,
am i rising straight up.
to make that lovely smooth pattern
and not zigzagging chaos
or is that just the appearance of movement
and I am still,
simply
RADIATING.
and its the things that we hold on to,
cling to that create bumps, create shadows,
make things less....circular.
im participating in a circular argument
and i think i just transcended the need to say I Love You, even,
just so i could say all along we have loved each other and we love each other still.
we (awareneness)
love (recognition)
each (I AM)
other (YOU ARE)
still (thinking)
radiating - 3 dictionary results
ra⋅di⋅ate /v. ˈreɪdiˌeɪt; adj. ˈreɪdiɪt, -ˌeɪt/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [v. rey-dee-eyt; adj. rey-dee-it, -eyt] Show IPA verb, -at⋅ed, -at⋅ing, adjective
–verb (used without object) 1. to extend, spread, or move like rays or radii from a center.
2. to emit rays, as of light or heat; irradiate.
3. to issue or proceed in rays.
4. (of persons) to project or glow with cheerfulness, joy, etc.: She simply radiates with good humor.
–verb (used with object) 5. to emit in rays; disseminate, as from a center.
6. (of persons) to project (joy, goodwill, etc.).
–adjective 7. radiating from a center.
8. having rays extending from a central point or part: a coin showing a radiate head.
9. radiating symmetrically.
"(((((At least 100 larvae start my fifth rearing attempt (Batch V). These are in the kriesel at 62 hours post hatch. If you really want the full effect, go get Jack Johnson's song "The Horizon Has Been Defeated" and play it while watching this vid...it was on when I shot it and WOW did it firt perfectly with the baby Filefish taking their first tastes of food. And this one, probably best watched in high quality, otherwise you won't see any of the detail! ))))"
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Oxymonacanthus longirostris
Harlequin filefish
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artists and patrons of the arts, that is back to the arguement,
the gluey bits, who was taking advantage of who and exactly,
just exactly how did that hundredth monkey get there,
and if you glare at him out of existence, would you even be able to glare?
and did you careless glance cancel the entire X Peri (capricorn rules teath and lessons)
Me(an)t out.
yikes.
mean and wow, that was mean.
the eaternal struggle.
whoops, I accidentilly saw your.
ass.
hole.
whole.
things all subtley slide to gether
in the washing away, wiping,
scan....reinstating.
i am being brought back from the last known good configuration
and they try to find me again and again and again.
am i here?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Love
look for the love and then look at the definition.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Love
cause you just might lose all your information when you meet Maya,
she is so beautiful, she will make your extremities tingle....with desire....
anticipation, the drool as we release...spirit and reach...
towards....our self, my love Love LOVE,
ME.
the new millenium.
the thing is to expand the now,
without bursting the seams, the things that hold it together.
acceptance or collusion,
collusion or collision
work together or duke it out?
what is scaring you from looking directly at the future?
Israel Kamakawiwo'ole
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Israel Kamakawiwoʻole
Background information
Birth name Israel Kaʻanoʻi Kamakawiwoʻole
Born May 20, 1959(1959-05-20)
Origin Hawaii, USA
Died June 26, 1997 (aged 38)
Genre(s) Hawaiian
Occupation(s) Musician, singer-songwriter
Instrument(s) Ukulele, vocals
Israel "Iz" Kaʻanoʻi Kamakawiwoʻole (May 20, 1959 – June 26, 1997) (pronounced [kaˌmakaˌʋiwoˈʔole]) was a Hawaiʻian musician.
He became famous outside Hawaiʻi when his album Facing Future was released in 1993 with his medley of "Over the Rainbow" and "What a Wonderful World", which was subsequently featured in several films, television programs, and commercials.
Through his consummate ukulele playing and incorporation of other genres (such as jazz and reggae), Iz remains one of the major influences in Hawaiʻian music over the last 15 years.[1]
FACT.
?
Lewis Carroll
(from Through the Looking-Glass and What Alice Found There, 1872)
`Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe:
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.
"Beware the Jabberwock, my son!
The jaws that bite, the claws that catch!
Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun
The frumious Bandersnatch!"
He took his vorpal sword in hand:
Long time the manxome foe he sought --
So rested he by the Tumtum tree,
And stood awhile in thought.
And, as in uffish thought he stood,
The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame,
Came whiffling through the tulgey wood,
And burbled as it came!
One, two! One, two! And through and through
The vorpal blade went snicker-snack!
He left it dead, and with its head
He went galumphing back.
"And, has thou slain the Jabberwock?
Come to my arms, my beamish boy!
O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!'
He chortled in his joy.
`Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.
set yourself free from the right and wrong without being ted bundy
but then al bundy? isnt he such a vicious picture of a couch potato?
crash into ME. the frame.
and i find i am just the frame.
and I no longer exist.
apparently i have been romanced,
given a story, thrown a line,
and it has all mashed together into the progression of relationships
becuase i thought i was a woman and i thought you were a man.
and you were the one i love and i am looking for you.
and when you ....put a man a line, a sinker, various things together,
you get
crucified.
LYRICS Tori Amos - Crucify
every finger in the room
is pointing at me
i wanna spit in their faces
then i get afraid what that could bring
i got a bowling ball in my stomach
i got a desert in my mouth
figures that my COURAGE
would choose to sell out now
i've been looking for a savior
in these dirty streets
looking for a savior
beneath these dirty sheets
i've been raising up my hands
drive another nail in
just what GOD needs
one more victim
why do we crucify ourselves
every day i crucify myself
nothing i do is good enough for you
crucify myself
every day
i crucify myself
and my HEART is sick of being
in chains
got a kick for a dog
beggin' for LOVE
i gotta have my suffering
so that i can have my cross
i know a cat named easter
he says will you ever learn
you're just an empty cage girl
if you kill the bird
i've been looking for a savior
in these dirty streets
looking for a savior
beneath these dirty sheets
i've been raising up my hands
drive another nail in
got enough GUILT to start
my own religion
why do we crucify ourselves
every day i crucify myself
nothing i do is good enough for you
crucify myself
every day i crucify myself
and my HEART is sick of being in chains
please be
save me
i CRY
looking for a savior
in these dirty streets
looking for a savior
beneath these dirty sheets
i've been raising up my hands
drive another nail in
where are those angels
when you need them
why do we crucify ourselves
every day i crucify myself
nothing i do is good enough for you
crucify myself
every day i crucify myself
and my HEART is sick of being
in chains
why do we
crucify ourselves
everyday
never going back again
crucify myself
again you know
never going back again to
crucify myself
everyday
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WMG got rid of the music because of copyright.
is all this a struggle over who owns who, what owns what, who wrote what? we are all singers, there is just one song......but i would not want to be careless with my definition, there is much more to think about here, without weighting one side more over the other and not guaging properly and assuming we are all the same guage and we can all carry the same....energy without exploding.
goodness, its time to get up. Mother's Day is here and Nike is meowing at the door, after out all night wants in, (i can not beleive we would name a cat Nike.)
*(sigh)*
if i let that cat in,
will you let this dog out?
please?
goodmorning sweetheart (HHHUUUUGS)))))
will you carry me?
(remembering that everyone is telling me i am getting to big and to get off and ouch)
of course i can carry you
i can carry you forever,
even if you are big
even when you are grown up
what would you like for breakfast?
good morning mommy
Happy Mother's Day.
I Love you
I Heart you.
You, family showed me I have a heart.
(and tortured into finding i am a polar, bare.)
trust me? forwards and back?
in all directions?
10 to the 10 to the 10 to the 10 to the ....(etc.) as in orderly progression, botyroidal.
I Love you Forever.
i had to stop the scream, i had to let it out, i had to....speak,
so i could stop your scream, it is killing us.
the idea of a Madonna, the idea of what constitutes a man,
and what makes that....
smile...
knowing....
I love you, don't make me.....something.....
what exactly is my natural shape?
is it even a circle.
and even circle.
do i even like the word even?
event, horizon.
the perfect circle
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looks like this:
((((((((((( of course i had wikipedia.
it started with books.
I am no natural mystic, mushrooms and pot,
that just showed me the feeling i was looking for on a regular basis,
then i sought to understand it,
and we met more firmly when i had instantaneous access to information without running for this or that book, or finding i had the wrong book,
a better point of view,
the internet,
Indra's web.
etc.
Now is where the past and the future collide,
including all the stories of my family that my parents have told me,
the evolution of parent to child,
and the stories the books have told me,
the mythology, the sci-fi, the romance....(the horror *sigh*)
the technical manuals, the picture books, the early readers...
phonics, apparently is a ledge to leap upon,
there are so many ways we progress, we learn,
no need to point at that monkey that was pushed to the top and say,
you suck.
(and there are so many other directions i see fingers pointing, but
didnt tori amos say that first?
))))))))))))
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