going thru old pictures.
(and a friend who's sister wouldnt let him have any of his family pictures
(we have some of him with the kids and santaclaus)
(this is so very....
sometimes i think exposing oneself is easier done on an escalator with a rainjacket
(at least then there is the potential of a ck cheque check.
i do hope you are doing...being, happy =)
mom and dad back soon,
want to go explore something?
want to...do pretty much anything?
hee...i do really jump into a person ;)
(my first boyfriend, other than a short interlude with a buddhist craig (go figure)
his name was john and i jumped up and down when i saw him outside mcdonalds
and he smacked me in the head and i never really forgave him for it and
then previous to that i can get into a rocket fire and flying carpets,
i feel sad about that one thing i did that was cruel, we went camping and i told
him we needed to break up there.
that has got to be the only one thing i have done to another human that is truly cruel,
and i dont know what to do with it. add that to a few small animals earlier in my life
and i have tortured insides over the few things that i have done.

start windows normally?
or start in safe mode?