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| Detention's over... |
I've been trying to come up with a word picture of what I'm trying to be about.. and this is what I came up with:
We're like Schoolchildren in detention.. we try to behave, we honestly do.. we learn the rules, sit up straight.. but we just can't avoid that spitwad..or hitting the kid next to us when he teases us.. or taking some other kids book.. So we're always in detention.. and some get defiant.. "I don't care.. you can't make me!" and some make excuses.. "it's not my fault.. the teacher doesn't like me."
and some justify it.. "we're in detention for our own good.. we're bad and must be punished." and some even rationalize it.. "it's only detention if we think it is." and so we write "I will be good"on the blackboard hundreds of times; we write out apologies to the teacher; we make resolutions.. and wind up right back in detention.
Then- Miracle of Miracles.. someone does our time for us. we didn't earn freedom.. but here it is. they throw open the doors and we can go outside.. out onto the green grass and the big world..
And we're afraid. It's too big.. we don't know what's out there. we don't know how to be free.. but in detention we knew exactly what to do. we knew everything in the room.. every desk, every tile on the wall.. we didn't have to guess if things were dangerous. we didn't have to think.. and many of us voluntarily go back into detention..and justify it. "we haven't been punished enough.." or "out there I'm nothing, but in here I'm important.." or.. "I don't like the kids out there.."
When we should be running as hard as we can just because it feels so good.. and rolling around on the grass in sheer happiness and just lie on our backs and laugh in delirious joy. we never have to be in detention again.. God's grace has opened the doors. Come on.. let's go play ball..
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Posted by pastormike on 2009-11-04 23:13:48 | Rating: | Views: 95
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