Well I have decided to go on a diet come Monday. It has come to the point, where if I don't get my act together I could be facing a lifetime of struggles. I am 160 pounds at 5'6", however my frame is small. My goal before surgeries next year is to lose at least 40 lbs. How I will do this, with NO modivation whatsoever, I have no idea! I love food. I love dining out, watching Food Network, and trying out new and disgustingly fattening recipes. The reason for my overweight-ness right now, is not my love of food however, but my having three kids in 5 years. Whew! What a relief to have my tubes tied now. I was obviously too stupid to protect myself properly.

Anyway I guess I have to head out in the SNOW. Yesterday it was so nice outside that you could have tanned. Today the snow has covered my car completely and it's cold as hell. Global warming I tell ya. . .though why couldn't we have gotten the "WARM" part of it?