So i woke up to a "f*ck the police" cover done by RATM playing full loud. My neighbor, he's a pig... would've been a nice wake up call for someone on night shifts (he is a dickhead, plays with his massive dog at midnight, stirs it up so it barks). I slept with my remote for stereo on my bed, and rolled onto it at about 6.30am (sighs)

I went to work as usual, as dad was away i had my coffee at the usual place, and then spent 9am-6pm working my ass off.. I was talking to Aidan via text messages all day, and made plans for this evening.

When i got home i went to his place, and we had a couple of "sandwiches" (im censoring bad words tee hee), and then watched GRANDMA'S BOY, which btw, if any of you haven't seen it, it is the most awesome stoner movie ever- worth while watch eh.

And now, i'm home. Sean was online, and wasn't happy with me STILL, about Aidan, telling me the fight is not about Aidan, specifically, more that i haven't acknowledged his feelings... Which i have, i think he's being irrational, to some degree i understand, feeling left out between people he introduced to one another, it sucks, its happened to me before, but it's no excuse to act like a 6 year old who just had their favourite teddy bear ripped out of their arms.. He's acting like he is in a position to have the right to say who i see and don't. And he claims it isn't about that either, but the way he is approaching this argument, seems that way.

And his stories aren't staying straight. First he tells me it's about keeping his friendship circles separate, then he tells me it's because he wanted to cut them off, but if he was planning on cutting them off, why does it matter if i see Aidan?

And cutting people off doesn't always take months of planning, and an official "dont call me anymore" conversation, it's possible to drift away slowly, which seems like they were doing anyway, so why is it such a big deal?

Anyway, i could write about different views on mine on this for hours, but i mustn't get too absorbed as i will miss my beauty sleep, which i need if i'm to get up early to go to the gym tomorrow.

Goodnight bubs
xox