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I haven't written in a while.. I've been off trying to improve myself. I've found myself a killer job working in the city, I'm not 100% off the drugs, but am getting closer.
The less-of-an-improvement side of this story is that I'm back with Jay. But to rebuttle against myself, he has found a job as a metal fabricater or something along that line. He starts tomorrow morning.
DRUGS:
One of the best things i ever chose to do, but also one of the worst. It's strange, i would not have found myself asking of these questions, or found any of these answers without them. I don't regret doing them, because ultimately without them i wouldn't be who i am. Many of my life lessons have been learnt through experiences i have had either on drugs, or around them, or because of them in some way. Unlike before, I am aware of what type of people are trustworthy, and which ones are not. I have learnt how to say no. I have learnt what chances are worth taking, and which ones are foolish. And most of all i have learnt about myself.
I was saying to my friend Sean only yesterday that i feel like my mind has exceeded where i actually stand. I am over drugs, i know it's time to move on now. But at the same time, addiction is heavy and i guess it's just another herdle i have to jump.
Anyway.. It appears to be my bedtime seeing as i have work early in the morning..
I hope all of you had a wonderful christmas and will have the best year to come.. That's what I'm counting on.
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Posted by paraZia on 2008-01-01 06:21:59 | Rating: | Views: 82
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