I dont think that i can take another empty moment, i dont think i can fake another hollow smile, But it's not enough just to be sorry. I don't think that i could take another talk about it.... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-03-01 09:19:06
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 So life has it curveballs, i experienced one tonight that's left me in a strange, unsure, but good mind set. I went out with a couple of friends, one of which tends to keep alot of... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-03-07 11:43:00
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 So i was feeling guilty about no writitng, so i thought i should seeing as so much is happening, and i do actually have alot to say. Jay has officially gone off the planet. He got his... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-03-15 05:08:50
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 I'm letting all of you out there know how proud of myself i am. For those of you who have been reading my blog for a while, would know exactly how many months it took me to put my foot... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-03-17 08:48:28
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Today was strange in many ways, my morning started so badly! Woke-up-on-the-wrong-side-of-the-bed special ! Anyways,  when i finally woke up towards the end of my shift at work (lol) i got... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-03-18 09:37:34
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 SEMPRE A SALIENCIA Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-03-20 06:47:42
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    God grant me the serenity to accept the things, I cannot change ... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-03-21 22:44:41
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 Please do not use this as your own, or repost onto other websites. This story is special to me, and sometimes still upsets me, because the women in this story, is what he saw in me for... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-03-22 03:35:28
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 I've just found this website which allows you to visual blog, if you want to check mine out.. http://parazia.glogster.com/profile/ Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-03-22 11:10:31
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 Tonights been difficult, I've been on and off in tears about Jay. Last night we were fine, he was hugging me and i didn't admit it, and still wouldn't to my friends, but i never wanted to... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-03-23 09:33:56
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 I think i need to get professional help. The last week and a half, i just don't know. I'm cohearant with life. Feel like I'm floating through.. I feel like the main character in perfect blue,... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-03-28 22:25:00
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The way that my mind is, i feel like i've done more drugs than i ever have, in the sense that, i feel more fucked up than  i did when i was smoking 2-4 weights a week of gear. How did this... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-03-29 16:05:00
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 So i sat here and contimplated deleting the last 2 entries, maybe 3.. But i decided no, i'm not ashamed of how i've felt, and as much as people read my blog, it's mainly here as a diary, but... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-03-30 23:10:00
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