I haven't written in a while.. I've been off trying to improve myself . I've found myself a killer job working in the city, I'm not 100% off the drugs, but am getting closer. The... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-01-01 06:21:59
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I don't know how to feel anymore. There's a gaping hole in between me and my reality. I had the perfect words to describe it until i finished that last sentence.. And now, i have writers block... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-01-06 05:53:49
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So work is long hours.. 9-6pm, but that requires me to be up n out of the house at 7am, so 6am wake up.. and i don't get home until about 7.. I'm tired! I got let off early today. Nothing... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-01-07 05:03:13
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I've hit the sober-for-40-hours mark. It's hard. It's what i've got to do. I'm sick of feeling like i can do so much better for myself, and for the most part feeling helpless against it, i... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-01-20 05:43:40
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 My life as i type appears to be on the up and up. I'm loving my job.. My ex, who i'm still close to, Jay, the one who screwed me over big time in Geraldton (if you've read my blog's you'll... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-01-23 08:54:20
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For all the AUSSIES who are reading this.. HAPPY F**KING AUSSIE DAY! For those who aren't, you wouldn't be aware of how much celebrating happens on this awsum day (26th Jan), People wear flags,... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-01-27 05:14:58
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 What if i can't do it? Or don't figure out how to? What if i'm not cut out the the supposed "good life"?  What will forever be known to my friends as the "aussie... Read More
Posted by: paraZia on 2008-01-29 08:37:26
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