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It's better that we break
So, my first blog entry. May i start by saying i've created this blog mainly for personal use, but i made it available to the public because maybe something I'm going through may touch someone or make someone think twice before they make a mistake like i have. Today is tough,......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-03 22:04:46 | Rating:

| Views: 57 | Comments: 0 | Tags: life heartbreak

Do i fall for it again?..The desision.
So, last night before i went to bed i recieved a text message from Jay.. It said.. " It's Jay just want to say i'm sorry i've fucked up when i get back [to perth] im going to be a man and take care of you llike i should have i luv you. Jason " Help? I honestly......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-04 17:36:13 | Rating:

| Views: 118 | Comments: 3 | Tags: emotions troubles relationship

"Brad A Hole"
When I moved to Geraldton, there was this guy named Brad, who was also staying where i was. He's about 37, did time for 13 years blah blah blah all that tuff shit, suppd up nissan skyline, lots of tattoo's.The whole deal. I recieved a phone call from him last night, half blasting me for me......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-04 18:08:16 | Rating:

| Views: 63 | Comments: 0 | Tags: non believer betrail?

Too late
I'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down, but wait You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around, and say... It's......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-04 18:18:59 | Rating:

| Views: 65 | Comments: 1 | Tags: apologies

AGAIN...
I recieved a comment on my bebo page from Jay last night. It said. "hey babe i miss u so much cant wait till im back im working two jobs now so im taking u out to a really nice resturant when i get back k love u so much" So, What do i do!? It's hard to stand my ground......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-06 20:21:52 | Rating:

| Views: 106 | Comments: 1 | Tags: heartbreak drugs

It disappeared.
So i find myself once again writing to this damn computer that can't even give me the answers that i need. It's 10:10pm, I'm tired, bored, upset, sick, confused, angry, sad and on the brink of tears. Life is just so overwhelming right now. It's like my entire world has fallen apart.......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-09 07:03:51 | Rating:

| Views: 78 | Comments: 1 | Tags: heartbreak confusion

Moving on.
In the last week or so, i've learnt alot . I must admit, when i went to bed last night i was very stoned .. But generally that's a good state for me to be in to think about things, not nessessarily act on them.. Don't take this for advice, but both my best friend, Sean and myself believe......Read More