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I'm letting all of you out there know how proud of myself i am. For those of you who have been reading my blog for a while, would know exactly how many months it took me to put my foot down to jay and say enough if enough, we're through. And as much as it's been over for at least a couple of weeks, and of course i didn't have any doubts this time, it just fell into place, which seems to be the way with me, i have trouble letting go, but once i make a firm desision, it all goes according to plan, and it's easy, tonight is the night i've sat here and thought "Holy shit! I've done it".. I'm also very proud because i've managed to give up the cancer sticks. I'm on my 9th day tomorrow, so i've made it 8 days, and if i can do 8 days, i've done it! I know this for the same reason as i know jay and i are over, once it's done, it's done. And on top of that.. Last time i tried to quit, i was standing in front of the pantry for about ten minutes, when my mum asked me "what are you doing?" and i turned around burst into tears and said "I can't decide what to have for lunch!!" And that was only about 4 hrs into quitting. lol. This has been breezy! I'm working out again. And i'm making a promise to all you readers out there, by the end of 2008, i will be fit, in shape, healthy and a no smoker still!!!

GOODNIGHT> And my support goes out to any how is quitting ciggarretes, or anything else.. Or getting over that person who they love so much, but know if poison to them.