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 a prologue to regrets; trumped

when loud house
is quiet
and I can think,
reflecting past
off bleach-clean walls,
will I ache at corners
left vacant,
spaces gone,
devoid of occupation?

will you sit
in joyful places
recalling, replaying
pale memories
of coexistence
that cause my
far away tears to seep,
make heavy
the layers of fabrication?

the gathers that
fold and cinch my heart
in tight pleats
will pinch in the
out-grown curves
of your absence
like boxed baby clothes,
moth-eaten cotton
suffocation

would that these fibers
weakened with age
be gilded by guilt
trapped in shellac
ever preserving
the mistakes 
that were made,
damages done
to five-fold creation?

but He will restore
what was consumed
in locust's green jaw
time-eater insects
cease flying
fall, fertilizing
the same land
once ravished
by infestation 

future feared silence
should still have
bite
and empty rooms
where they once slept
bruise, but
wound will be
without puncture
or need for medication

when aged, matron hands
turn acid-free pages
of neglected scrapbook
Who,
but the Author,
will submit
a completed work
for edited
publication?

 




 
    Posted by paperlily on 2009-04-28 08:17:45 | Rating: | Views: 63
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Very good! May God bless you, and may He keep you always!
Posted by  tarabbac1  on 2009-04-28 20:06:15 
  
This is a very melacholy post...
I adore it...mostly because of the tears I shed
while reading it....
You're a master...
:)
Posted by  smilinirisheyes  on 2009-04-28 20:15:06 
  
hi lily...
your last bit reminds me of benjamin franklin's epitaph!
i love the way you write, but i think too that regrets over past losses can be a terrible plague on existence - when it is today and the future that are under our control, not fixed and immutable pasts, either good or bad.
i hope to see the new edition with due haste and energetic revisions!!
cheers!
:)
Posted by  badlydrawnstickman  on 2009-04-28 21:52:21 
  
sticky,
oh...but you missed it, the last 3 stanzas...i am ordering a re-read.
pronto, muse!
give ya a sec...ok, now you see it?! DONCHA?? tee hee ;)
you see, my past actions/INactions/REactions do INDEED carry on to shape mine, and OTHER'S present /future tenses
BUT, there is Someone who follows me; Divine broom in hand. Who sweeps up my mess, and makes what was meant for bad...
GOOD!!

Posted by  paperlily  on 2009-04-29 01:04:06 
  
smiles,
loving you :)
Posted by  paperlily  on 2009-04-29 01:07:01 
  
tarabbac1,
thank you. He has. He will.
loveandblessings, paperlily
Posted by  paperlily  on 2009-04-29 01:08:42 
  
Finally, all we have, all we can claim is memory. Make good memories.
Posted by  circe  on 2009-05-12 23:44:36 
  
Ah...
it is in
the making

i love me Lady Circe
Posted by  paperlily  on 2009-05-14 00:07:03 
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