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 mad moment interlude
the skeleton of a marriage feasted on by the muscular jaws of a looming divorce.

it sucks to be at this point in time. we hate each other.

i just want him gone. he just wants me to kick around.

too afraid to leave too miserable to stay so we suffer.

i refuse to continue to suffer this way. i've got to get him out of here.

Lord please let him get out of here. the pain of his presence is soul stripping.

i told his behind to go eat hot nigga nuts and die.

oh Lord please forgive me for my wayward mouth.

i want to be better than that for you.

by robminx  © August 2009

    Posted by otherside on 2009-08-01 17:06:04 | Rating: | Views: 40
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The pain of this poems words brought me back to a cold and empty memory that seemed fresh in my mind. I was reminded of the pain of this momentary experience of pain of over 14 years ago. Our child is now a young adult and I have since had another son. But our daugther is on her way to college. And her father finally blessed me one day, not too long ago. He said, "You have done a great job raising our daughter." Our daugther is smart, patience, polite, wise, loving and a well rounded person, even after she was living in violence, yelling, screaming and cussing matches. I was too independent and he let me know. He wanted a docile stepping stone, but that is not what "Kingdom Girlz" are made of-Glory to God. We are the spirit of David, clothed as Esther, thereby creating a virtuous woman. It is so amazing how Abba Father knows what is best for us, even when we don't know ourselves. He still loves us, He still would have shared his son and saved us, He still will reach into our every pit of hell situation and destory the devour that wants to destroy us. We can't earn it (the hand of God blessing), its' simply grace and mercy following us all the days of our lives. And the one thing I really have learned was this "Come hell or high water, if I love God with all my heart, mind and soul and love my neighbor as myself, God will come for me in the depths of my mess. God is my First and my Last Husband and anything that does not emulate his nature has to be burned off and away from me, that I would not even have a desire for it. I love you Sis and I have prayed your complete strengthen that the words of your message would be used to turn the wisdom of the Kingdom into Glory for God to smell as a sweet smelling savior. Be forever strong in the Lord and the power of his might. Your Sister In Christ Jesus! Amen! Amen! Amen! I agree with the Father, The Son-Christ Jesus and the Holy Spirit for Victory is your name. www.thoughts.com/kingdom1
Posted by  kingdom1  on 2009-08-06 08:05:41 
  
Thank you so very much for your prayer and encouragement. Thanks for taking the time to read my post. You have shared a great deal of valuable meat for me to chew on, and I most certainly will. God is truly in control. He above anyone knows whats best for me, so I trust him for the best outcome. The rest of my life is the best of my life in Christ Jesus. When you have time please read my story Pimp Daddy in the Pulpit and tell me what you think. I tried to go to your profile to make a friend request but it was private. I would greatly enjoy being friends with you on this site. Holla back sis. God's continued blessings be upon you and your loved ones.

Peace & Happy Reading,
Robin
Posted by  otherside  on 2009-08-07 15:25:00 
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