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My inner Child has been crying for a long time. Sometime she still cries. One day when I was very little she climbed inside me and never came out. She does not trust me because I have done stupid things to try to ease my pain.
She is a sad, frightened and a lonely little girl. Fear controls her world far too many times. So it is easy not to trust anyone and I am relearning to trust myself and most of all, to love myself.
Blaming myself for being abused is backwards< I know now that it was not my fault that I was victimized.
I had one psychic tell me that my siblings and I must have been really bad in a past lifetime. He said that children only "look" innocent and could have been killers in "past" lifetimes. Strange but to me that sounds like it justifies all the killing and torture of humans by humans. And the cycle continues, on and on. What about the abuser? Were they the abused ones in past lifetimes? I am happy I have common sense not to belive such a heritic teaching!!
My goodness I want to just relax play and have fun sometime. Just let my guard down for awhile and have good ole fun fun! Or, even go out on a limb and be successful without fear.
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Posted by opalessence on 2007-12-18 15:46:06 | Rating: | Views: 63
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I feel for you sweety and once was where you were. I caution against anyone trusting Psychics as most are not legit especially one that would tell you such a thing. Trust is so hard to get once your trust has been abused by those you thought cared for you. Everyone becomes subject to question. I have recently met a wonderful man and married him and he is helping me to trust again. Those that want your trust will earn it. Trust is earned through consistency. If someone's behavior does not match their words then you have reason to distrust. Sometimes it's hard not to replay the old tapes in our heads but we are all works in progress aren't we. :) I don't know if you believe in God but he has made a great difference in my life. He brought us together. If no one else you can trust in him and yourself. One more thing...usually our instincts are right unless we are just looking for something not to trust. ;)
With love and compassion for a fellow sister.
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Posted by Izzesmiles
on 2007-12-18 15:55:59
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Thank you so much! You brought tears to my eyes at the possibility to hope for love. I do belive in HOLY GOD, and maybe it will happen in HIS time.
Thanks again for your kindness...Ü
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Posted by opalessence
on 2007-12-18 17:00:14
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