I had a terrible week last week. Came back from a week off feeling positive and ready to progress but that was before some cow made a false allegation against me. Now I work with kids so this is a very very big deal. Thankfully my manager saw it as a false allegation as the statements taken off the people working that day matched mine, except one matched hers. Dont know whos, which mean there is someone else I have to watch my back with.

Now I got so so stressed out by this as you can imagine. I didnt sleep or eat for three days and still cant really sleep now and feel sick if I eat. All that has happened to this girl is that we were pulled into a meeting together where she said I dont have a problem with you! Of course you do bitch or you wouldnt be acting like this. This isnt the first time she has caused trouble for me but this is the worst thing she has done.

I am scared that she will do it again. My manager has said if we dont sort it out then we will both be moved to a different unit. HOW IS THIS FAIR! I am being bullied and I get punished too! FUCK THAT!

Any advice anyone? I'm so scared this is my career and my life she is messing with. I dont know what I have done to make her hate me so much. Even if she does dislike me what gives her the right to treat me like this. Im not the first person she has done this too either, last year she ended up pushing someone else out of the unit too. I dont want to take this lying down but I dont know how much choice I have. What can I actually do?

Sick of my life going from bad to worse. It is one fight after another and it hurts too much. How is it right that other people have so much control over your life. I feel like my choices are completely out of my control.

 

A life lived by others rules, how is that your life? Dont want to play the game anymore.

 

Thanks for listening

Xx