I need to be strong!
My life has been a list of tests,
A constant struggle to do my best.
I am sick of life as it currently stands,
I want my world to follow my compand.
I need to be strong!
Used and bullied my whole life long,
Always searching for where I belong,
Allowing people to dictate how I feel,
Never knowing what's true, what's real?
I need to be strong!
The changes I want, only I can make,
The risks involved only I can take.
I need to take the breath and make the change.
I know I need to but the past remains.
I need to be strong!
My memories keep me locked in the past,
A past so dark it's caused my mask.
Caused me to hide who I really am,
How I feel and all my plans?
I need to be strong!
Even when I fight I seem to lose,
Friends I trust- I'm just used.
I want to run away and hide,
Curl up in a ball and wait to die.
I'm not strong!
No longer have the strength it takes,
To take control and make my break.
People just keep me down,
This is the reality I have finally found.
I'm not strong!
No longer have the will to carry on!
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