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Hidden behind a smile...
Its amazing what a smile can hide, A broken heart, A web of lies. The mind sees what it wants to see. But what can the truth actually be! A happy family? Or a broken home? A contented girl? Or someone scared to be alone? We smiles because that's what the world......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-02 06:51:39 | Rating:

| Views: 49 | Comments: 0 | Tags: poem hidden life me smile

A fairy tale gone wrong.
Once upon a time there was a young girl full of hopes and dreams. She has loads of self confidence and felt like she could do anything. Her family appeared happy and she knew her dad loved her very much. Then all of a sudden her dad was gone, the laughter was gone and the self confidence was......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-02 08:30:56 | Rating:

| Views: 28 | Comments: 0 | Tags: thoughts life depression used

Strong
I need to be strong! My life has been a list of tests, A constant struggle to do my best. I am sick of life as it currently stands, I want my world to follow my compand. I need to be strong! Used and bullied my whole life long, Always searching for where I belong,......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-03 05:38:30 | Rating:

| Views: 19 | Comments: 0 | Tags: poem strength life darkness

Unwanted
I am a shell of a women, No heart and no soul, Because everything I had, I gave you. But you just let me go. You never wanted me, Wait that's not true, You wanted me for what I could do for you. Now I feel so unwanted, So empty and alone. Sitting alone in a place that no......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-11 14:29:12 | Rating:

| Views: 33 | Comments: 2 | Tags: poem heart broken break up

Can't let you go
You came round to see me, I wanted to say no, But for whatever the reason, I can't let you go. The way that I feel, When you touch my hand, This love is unreal, Why don't you understand. As I lay in bed with you by my side, Stroking my face, telling me lies. I want......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-13 06:41:04 | Rating:

| Views: 49 | Comments: 3 | Tags: poem love sex hurt

What can I do?
Don't know how to get rid of this pain, Seeing you each day, re-living it again and again. Each time you smile my hurt is released. When will it stop, when will it cease? Each time you laugh it's a knife in my heart. Every word just reminds me we are apart. I know its......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-16 07:04:55 | Rating:

| Views: 36 | Comments: 0 | Tags: poem belonging heart break

Train Journey from love
As I sit on my train journey home, Naturally on my own, I try to solve the puzzle of men in my mind, How they can be so mean, even when being kind. Never knowing how they really feel, If it's just words, or if its real? I wonder if I'll ever know, When to stay and when to go.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-20 09:23:24 | Rating:

| Views: 23 | Comments: 0 | Tags: poem love men first love

Who can really say?
I'm neither happy, nor sad. My life is neither good, nor bad. Everything is in one big bubble. I think too much and that's my trouble. I have things to be thankful for, But the things troubling me are hard to ignore. I have no money, no love, no drive. Been fighting for a long......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-25 10:04:30 | Rating:

| Views: 26 | Comments: 0 | Tags: poem thoughts life confusion dreams

Why do I do this to myself?
Why do I let myself be used? Picked up, thrown away, abused? Why don't I allow loves grace, To fill me up and take its place. Why do I do this to myself? All this sadness is bad for my health, But I don't know how to exist, When wrapped in loves bliss. Will I always have......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-27 03:10:43 | Rating:

| Views: 28 | Comments: 0 | Tags: poems thoughts pain love

Sick of users!!!!!!!
I hate how people just keep walking over me at the moment. All I am trying to do is help people out and they take advantage of me. Makes me wonder why I bother helping? What benefit is there of being a nice person anyway? I'm going to heaven- great- but what about all this shit I am dealing with......Read More