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Powerless
Powerless I listen to you crying and my heart breaks, Cant bare to see you hurting. Wish I could fix it, make it go away, But I'm powerless. I hold you in my arms, I wipe away the tears, Try to calm all your fears. Why is life so difficult? Why must they feel this......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-01 04:54:42 | Rating:

| Views: 34 | Comments: 0 | Tags: poem pain crying

Free
FREE I used to think I could do anything, No more! I can't. The pain I feel, my heart breaking, Life just keeps knocking me, Is it all my own making? Watching the water flowing as I sit by the sea, I want to be free. Why can't they just let me be? Nothing goes......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-09 05:32:53 | Rating:

| Views: 25 | Comments: 0 | Tags: poem freedom lost

Looking out my window
Recently I find myself stopping and thinking a lot. Like right now, I am sat staring out my window. Well if we are honest I am now staring at my laptop screen, but I was staring out my window. I watch the cars go by, people getting on with their lives. I wonder if there life is more......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-09 05:58:40 | Rating:

| Views: 43 | Comments: 1 | Tags: upset hurt tired depressed

Would you cry?
If I told you I wanted to die, Would you cry? The pain you've put me through, If only you knew. The tears I've shed, The thoughts you bred, My life's a mess, Is this a test? The pain I feel, Is it real? The scars on my arms, the fear in my heart, You destroyed......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-11 07:07:00 | Rating:

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The Secret
I now know the secret, The trick to being happy, I smile! Its all so easy, Its all so plain, Happiness is possible, Misery- I only have myself to blame. I know what I have to do now, Its within my reach, I smile with the knowledge, Its so plain to see. I can be......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-11 07:09:23 | Rating:

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You used me
You took my heart, You made me smile, You used me. Now you tossed it aside, My heart, Laying broken on the ground. How will I survive? How can I recover? I'm lost. You didn't have to take it, You could of said no, Why didn't you just let me go?......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-18 07:19:44 | Rating:

| Views: 34 | Comments: 1 | Tags: poem hurt used heart broken

I CAN'T
As I cut my arm and bleed, I feel the pain rush out of me. The hurt, the loneliness, The sadness, the blame. So many thoughts, My head is screaming, So much confusion, Wish I weren't breathing! The frustration I feel, The pain is unreal, And no matter what you say, I......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-18 08:28:25 | Rating:

| Views: 52 | Comments: 1 | Tags: poem self harm suicide pain

So?
So many questions, so little time, So many thoughts spinning round in my mind. So little clarity, so little space, Too many lines that can't be erased! So what's the answer? So what's the question? So what's the problem? Is there something I'm missing? So many things seem......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-22 06:43:25 | Rating:

| Views: 24 | Comments: 1 | Tags: poem love questions

A brand new day!
Everyday I wake up with a heaviness in my heart, Wishing for a brand new start. Wishing something could ease this pain, Wishing each day didn't feel the same. The up hill struggle that never seems to end. Trusting an enemy, believing them a friend. Wanting you to hold......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-22 07:36:32 | Rating:

| Views: 38 | Comments: 1 | Tags: poem life heart break lonliness

I love you
The feel of your body, The touch from your hand, Why don't they understand. I don't want to do this, I know it is wrong. But the pull of you is just too strong. Each day I say its over, Each day I want to walk away. But as soon as I see you, This all fades away. The......Read More